Agapemind and Erosbody
It is my intimate physicality,
genderality,
sexual identity,
hormonality,
juiciality of love
Yang-fused Eros,
rather than a less intensely sensational
Yin-Agape,
troubling me
dissonantly aching
through aging body bones
Agape's passionate Theorem
longing for Eros's pleasure Proof
despite lengthening despair
of insufficient time and place
for reincarnating mutual future loves.
Love's integrity of touch
and addictive symbiosis
co-arising AnthroMind’s synergetic nurture,
feeding and fueling nature’s beloved EarthBody,
within co-binary frames
Coupling Ego communicators
and Anthro regenerators
with reconnecting Eros bodies
re-ligioning our integrally intimate
compassioning Agape minds.
My youngest son has cerebral palsy
which has limited his mind’s capacity to understand and form abstractions,
such as language,
yet he well understands nurturing v. pathological physical relationships.
I wonder what distinctions between Yang’s Eros and Yin’s Agape
lie within this my love’s perfection Son?
His responses to life’s variables and constants
remain both uninformed by,
and therefore unrestricted by,
love’s metaphysical abstractions
about what our relationship should look
and sound
and feel
and smell
and taste like tomorrow
Unable to imagine differences
from how we feel together today.
This perpetual youth of love’s human incarnation
cannot age and learn and develop into diffusion
and dissonance of his body’s resilient response
to Eros-Yang
and his mind’s resonance
with Agape-Yin
primal WinWin love
co-intelligence.
My neither kind or unkind Taoist Master Son,
icon of coarising root chakra Eros
and crown chakra Agape,
is LeftBrain nonlanguaged, non-dominant
comprehending expansive EarthTribe love
felt deeply synergetic
organic healthy life,
as best he can re-ligion this Golden Fleece
of internalBody/externalMind
nondualistic climate resonance.
If his body feels good and healthy
his mind feels this truth as richly contenting beauty,
fertile synergetic whole non(0) soul-ness,
cognitiveAgape
affectiveEros
integrity's win/win potential
passion/pleasure.
He dreams in Eros
as he wakes to Agape v. Dismay
within his Beloved EarthTribe
communicating through networks of fertile resonance
and occasional wilting,
climatic dissonance
Internal seizures
and sometimes blaring
loud angry frightened external voices
he has no desire to comprehend
much less offend
as anything other than just cause for belly laughter,
where Eros and Agape practice divine comedy
co-creation stories
to Eros trauma unfold
and Agape therapy refold
peace dreaming later.
Copyright © Gerald Dillenbeck | Year Posted 2016
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