Addictions

The chemicals in my blood mix with the vodka and caffeine trying to keep the buzz before the stress swallows me the things i imagine would save me but only kill me slowly smoking to drinking doing drugs and later all of the above but yes there are those finding there sense of home with the needle and the bottle with the herbs and the jesus juice but that is not i am on i just stress in my veins like an ice cold shiver down my spine or the kink in your neck when you slept bad the night before people see others smoke saying they do cause it is cool while the truth is further in stress makes you do stupid things later one when every one is surprised why did this man lay his life while he looked so happy the truth is underneath stress is as deadly as morphine