Abandoned By the Love That Struck So Close To the Core of My Heart

It rips my heart apart To see you behind bars That keeps me away from you I can't help the tears that keep falling The pain strikes deep in my very core I can't control myself I can't move on from here I am lost in the fear I am drowning in a bitter sorrow I am down on the ground beaten to the bitterness of death that is among me My health has shattered in pieces I am so weak that my breath is no longer within me I no longer have you near I am alone I feel abandoned and lost For you made the mistake and were taken away from me No I stand here beaten and abused from the misery I must take I have no choice then to lay here in the pain I bear I found happiness though you memory still haunts me dear I can't get over you I can't move on from what you drove into the very heart of my existance I can't escape the chaos you created I can't lose sight to what you put in place when you disappeared.