A Lonely Night

I declined going to a party,I'm sat thinking about you on a lonely night I wish I could say it's only right I had to buy myself some beautiful nightmares because love is overpriced I'm sat here drinking while thinking about how you hurt me on this lonely night For a while I put my mask on because I wasn't ready to face it The tears of a wounded man who was never appreciated I would have took a bullet for you, but you wouldn't even notice I'd been shot But one day you'll wake up and realise what you lost My mind is in a war it feels like I'll never feel peace I thought I was heartless but it Still beats My heart is just more cold than ever, and won't be shared again You broke something so pure and beautiful, I don't know if my heart can be repaired again I wiped your tears but you didn't even notice mine I worked so hard to make you happy, you didn't appreciate my overtime Every heartbroken poet says they don't want to cry no more But I don't want to write again because that's when I know I'm happy for sure I know I'm a long way off reaching that goal With my heart so damaged, I'm just focused on keeping my soul This song playing explains exactly how I feel I wrote a text out to send you, but my vodka spilled While I sit here on this lonely night I'm wondering why you did me so wrong when I treated you right But I forgot girls don't like guys who are nice I need to make it through this lonely night