A Helpless Pray

No matter how hard I try No matter how much I suffer No matter how many prays I pray No matter how many nights I spend No matter all this My prays never get answered My suffering gives me nothing but more suffer My nights gave me nothing but tiredness My hardship equals no results I get jealous of people Who’s prayers get answered Who taste no suffers Who spend no nights? Whose hardship gave more results? I got tired of this life Cruelty, pain, tears, screams, loveless I pray and pray My patience left me Time didn’t change a thing Magic remained magic Hate flowed through his veins Pain and agony never left her Truth and purity rested in her But still I remain the victim The victim of the spells The words that will never be true ‘’Why’’ a word I shall not say My hopes and dreams, ambitions Got destroyed For a reason I do not know Happiness, love, right Got erased in front of my tears filled eyes Nothing I could do would change the facts Could change the lives Could return the love Cruse the person That caused all this…