A Father's Apology To a Son

My heart is heavy and bleeding
The countless nights and days I left you standing all alone
But I’m your dad- A man
When you get older, you’ll understand
I compromised your love
I compromised your attention
I compromised your time
Sorry my dear son, daddy just lost his steps
But I’m a man-
When you get older, you’ll understand
I felt your sadness, loneliness and anger
But when you saw me, your whole world came back together
But I’m your dad- a man
When you get older, you’ll understand
A man’s decision will always be a man
Either for the right or wrong reasons
But you are my son and I’m your father
Nothing changes that, it stays the same
After those incalculable days of disruption in our relationship
I fear the worst to come from you
And when I wonder on my excuse to give you on my arrival
You ran like a top sprinter- 
Embrace me with the tenderness of your heart and asked-
“Papa you bring my candy”?
Because you know I’m your dad- A man
And when you become a man, you’ll understand
Because you will express same to my grandson
Copyright © | Year Posted 2015

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November 15, 2015 at 12:28 PM
Hi Baltimore, this is such an excellent piece that makes me look forward to reading more of your work! Welcome to PoetrySoup and best wishes as you continue to churn out wonderful poetic pieces! Warmest regards and a score of 7! Pandita
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November 15, 2015 at 9:34 PM
Thanks Pandita and nice to meet you on PoetrySoup.
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November 10, 2015 at 8:30 AM
Hi Baltimore, WELCOME to poetry soup. I hope you have fun with this wonderful community. You'll find many friendly poets who are ready to support and give positive feedback. I will enjoy following you and your poetry :) We are Lucky To Have you. Enjoy Poetry Soup:) Your New Poet Friend @-> LINDA <-@
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November 9, 2015 at 8:56 AM
Baltimore, welcome to poetry soup! Enjoyed reading your poem. Eve
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November 10, 2015 at 5:35 AM
Thanks Eve...
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November 9, 2015 at 8:23 AM
Baltimore C. Verdier,, Welcome to Poetry Soup. It will be a delight to read and become familiar with your poems in the future. As for now, I will greet you with the same smile others passed when I first joined the soup. Wishing you and your poetry the best. I hope you get to meet all the nice poets around here STARTING with me- SKAT :-) Please drop a hello and tell me a little about yourself if you wish. I would like to be your newest poetry soup "FRIEND" Hugs* SKAT
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November 10, 2015 at 5:42 AM
please omit the a from I am .. from
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November 10, 2015 at 5:41 AM
Hi SKAT, I appreciate your commendation and would also like to work with in the future. I am a from West Africa, Liberia.
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