A Another Way

I was a young girl, and I didn't
know who to trust.
A person that was supposed to
love me,
Violated me in the worst way.
I looked at mom’s husband as
a father.
You see, I never knew my dad
and he was the only male figure 
in my life.
My world came crashing down two 
years ago when I woke  up in the 
middle of the night with him wedged 
between my thighs.Fast forward, I'm
pregnant, and I’m sitting in an
abortion clinic.
I can't have this monster's baby.
I tried to bond with the baby growing 
inside because it was a part of me.
All I felt was pain and disgust, to be
honest there was no connection at
all.
I felt like I was carrying an alien.
People judge, and I get it, I never
wanted to take a life.
Deep in my thoughts, a lady gave 
me a pamphlet about adoption.
My child is alive today because a
kind lady showed me another way.
I didn't have it in me to raise my
child because I wasn't that strong.
But she is now being raised by a good
family that couldn't have their own
biological child.
Please don't judge me, show me a 
better way, until you walk a mile………………....

*This is a fictional write inspired by me reading 
David Kavanagh’s poem “ Parental Advisory 

Alexis Y.
08/02/2021
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Anyango Avatar
September 18, 2021 at 10:40 AM
Nice.Really encouraging.
Proxenos Avatar
August 4, 2021 at 3:11 AM
A HUGE SIGH OF RELIEF - THANK GOD. A GOOD STORY THOUGH DEAR FRIEND AND WORTHY OF MENTION ON POETRY SOUP AS THIS HAPPENS ALL OVER OUR PLANET. LOVE AND HUGS JENNIFER.
Wolf Avatar
August 3, 2021 at 4:00 PM
Gawd, you've really written an emotional tear-jerked of a roller-coaster ride here, Alexis. Terrific. ~ Gershon
Allison Avatar
August 3, 2021 at 3:22 PM
I'm so glad its fiction for you Alexis but its a sad reality for others, such a powerfully penned piece I feel quite emotional reading it:-) hugs Jan xx
Buhagiar Avatar
August 3, 2021 at 1:50 AM
Fiction for you perhaps, but it is quite a common occurrence. I don't blame you for not wanting the child, but at least you kept her alive. Well done.
Rose  Avatar
August 2, 2021 at 6:32 PM
Sadly enough it may be fictional but it happens all too often in life dear Alexis. Hard to put together your self esteem after its been destroyed this way, Nicely written and so very touching, Thank you for sharing . :)
Edmonds  Avatar
August 2, 2021 at 6:15 PM
I’m so pleased that this poem is fictional Alexis though we all know this happens in life and is so terrifying and tragic for anyone who suffers abuse in that way. It’s heartbreaking to even think about… Belle
Y. Avatar
August 2, 2021 at 6:21 PM
Hi Belle, Although I was never pregnant by my abuser nor contemplated abortion, I know what it feels like to be sexually assaulted by someone that was supposed to love and protect me. I shudder to think about what I would have done had I gotten pregnant. Thanks for stopping by to comment on such a controversial subject -Alexis
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August 2, 2021 at 1:09 PM
Nobody in their right mind can judge you or any woman in such a desperate situation Alexis, It’s never a one fits all, the best we can do is to be understanding rather than judgemental, just like the woman with the leaflet, the monsters who rape are the only ones who should be judged, cheers David
Y. Avatar
August 2, 2021 at 1:56 PM
Every time I pen writes such as these, it's therapeutic-Alexis
Kavanagh  Avatar
August 2, 2021 at 1:49 PM
Thank you Alexis, I had a feeling it might be fiction, but your poem is so raw I wasn’t sure, I am indeed sorry and disgusted you where abused as a child, I hope you writing this is in someway a release, cheers David
Y. Avatar
August 2, 2021 at 1:22 PM
Hi David, I'm so delighted that you commented on this write first because I got inspired to write it after reading your one-liner on the same subject. Although I suffered abused as a child, I was never pregnant by my abuser nor considered abortion. It is a fictional write inspired by you. Have a great day-Alexis
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