MY TRIP TO HEAVEN

It was 6/10/19 at 5am. I was asleep in my front room. I first became aware that i was in a differant place when i seen myself in the pitch black sky with billions of stars all around me. My left side feeling the pains of the world the other the love of God/Heaven. I was crying because of the stubborn ignorance of the people and their destination path being hell. I was took to the Garden of GETHSEMONY, where i was laid in the bottom left corner of the garden, at that time i was a smoker and God shoed me my lungs which were charcoal. I was ashamed and instantly repented, they were made brand new before my eyes. Then i was took to the opposite corner and shown the sin which was still with me, ***********, drinking, occasional drugs, etc.. I repented and they too instantly vanished. I stood up and a brother from Rivers of Life Church was waiting for me called Jacob Waters who said to me that God had told him to walk with me through the next two phases. So we were lead by the spirit to a big castle, we walked into it and to a huge room. There was a gadgie stood behind a big desk typing on a key board and watching a screen above his head, we were stood with our backs to him though i could see him from the corner of my eye, i seen him point to the screen and with a trumpet like voice said this will all come around for my glory". I later found out he was was watching my life story, We walked out. PAUSED HERE. Two weeks later God said to me that i had every chance to meet him as it was him behind the desk. He said that i didn`t approach him as i seen him as i do my earthly father abandoned fear of approaching FEAR OF BEING REJETED him no love there, he took me back to heaven to do a role reversal. He said instead of walking away walk to me, so i did i held out my hand to him, he gently moved it away and pulled me into his heart and hugged me back to life. RESUMED.. We were lead by the Spirit to the river of life, i dived in and was laid at the bottom, breathing under water. I was laughing, i could see Jacob clearly. I got out and Jacob went on his way he`d done what God had asked. I was lead to some very dark woods, i came out of there and up an embankment across a road and down, there was a big mansion, representing Heaven. God spoke and said to reiterate back what had happened did ..