- I Died a Little Inside - a Sad Bluebell Story -

A windswept bluebell I am even though the sun is high in the sky The wind ruffled the hair my skin would slowly freeze like mosaic Want to paint the picture with beautiful thoughts but difficult to find the rainbow Tears, so many tears my heart ripped apart The pain took a different form Your sobbing lungs needed a new life Lung cancer with spread to the lymphs You were so weak, like a bluebell in the wind Suddenly it is not a matter of course to get old anymore Death did not come abruptly or surprisingly But it was quite overwhelming when it became a reality Tears, so many tears my heart ripped apart I died a little inside although I will always carry you in my heart The blue lights are gone now I have chosen a place near the coast You loved this place No exhaust smell or busy people In the natural cycle your ashes will be spread in the wind While the birds flying towards the horizon Nothing can fill the emptiness I feel From life to death, the road is so short Rest in peace, I loved you dearly Tears, so many tears my heart ripped apart A simple bluebell is left alone The clock chimes inaudibly 08.02.2019 Sun :) - A-L Andresen :) Copyright © All Rights Reserved I died a little inside : Poetry Contest Sponsored by: Silent One 1st place in the contest Poem of the Day 09.02.219