An Alienation of Revelations

An alienation of Revelations The rudimentary elements, all collapsed broke free The whole ordeal made no sense at all Eclipses and darkened wars of solitude made the eve It was difficult to comprehend and to accept. The deluge of torrid ramblings filled my deranged and already on edge mind I got flung into the arms of the prevalent, push and pull, struggle I plummeted, head first into a deathly vortex of inhibition and Lack of strength The fears that once pursued me, appeared right in front of my eyes Their ice cold stares, annihilated all resistance left in me I let go. I had had enough of the charade My brave soul searched for some light but there was none to be found All the avenues were blocked off, no access or solace present. I was an empty vessel of strength, all of me was worthless. Nothing to move this heavy load I was carrying around with me, Gripping the saddles and reins of this dark horse I was riding on, All the thudding and clopping could not compete with the cacophonous beating heart. Nothing could silence the devils taunts, nor the resonating screech of my torn soul In search of some help and comfort, I crutched across the landscape, looking for some shade But the shades were to dark a reality to part with, memories ran too deep; the memories ran to deep Alienation of a different order, I got locked out of my already fragile mind. As the clock struck one, I found myself at the bridge of defeat. My precious heart a victim to the arson, the smoldering remnants of a dying past A single breathe escapes my lips and like some weird musical My croaking soulless heart gave one last shriek then died Like chaff in the, ever changing, wind my conscience drifted away. As the smoke cleared and everything came into focus I find my hand gripping a still burning matchstick As the sun started to rise, the fire extinguished A simple question awakens within the depth of my senses What have I done?