9

9

first the minutes slip away 
like a rug pulled from under my feet
he was alive a minute ago
here in this white room with
the whistles and bells in accompaniment.

the hours follow on quickly 
as the race way of a mill.
suddenly the wheel turns and grinds
minutes caught and mashed together
he is still warm but, the stillness is whole

months slow as if to move backward
nine, now nine and blocks of time pass
devoid of thoughts of him until
I open the door to his room
where I have hidden him in boxes

he waits so patiently in a box, 
as gray gritty ash,
for me to come to take him home
but I can not 
we have a date    
our last    
I promised
but not yet.
Copyright © | Year Posted 2017

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Shetley Avatar
September 25, 2017 at 8:13 AM
Loss is such a hole in our souls. So sorry for yours and I appreciate this piece of you x
Cresswell Avatar
September 25, 2017 at 10:15 AM
AT some point the feeling becomes less intrusive into your life but it is always there. You live with it like an old friend because it is the key to all of the good times too. Thankyou.
Sivey Avatar
September 25, 2017 at 6:12 AM
This is so sad my friend! I feel for you Patricia! I couldn't handle it if I lost my Emma! I can't imagine what that would feel like! I haven't even lost my parents yet, and I don't know how I could make it without them...how horrible the thought! What an amazing poem, Great Work!!
Cresswell Avatar
September 25, 2017 at 10:19 AM
Russell I have learned much from my husbands passing it is not all sad by any means. The memories are happy even comical at times. I have learned that nothing is single unto itself, but a mixture of many feelings. Thank you and keep well dearheart.Hello to Emma.
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September 24, 2017 at 10:39 PM
So soft and simultaneously so not, you are a truly gifted writer, this piece of yourself beautiful and impacting, has an honesty that cuts. Love and hugs mo
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September 25, 2017 at 6:15 AM
You have an eager audience.
Cresswell Avatar
September 24, 2017 at 10:59 PM
Thank you Maureen. Next month is the 10th anniversary of his passing, I guess that all this poetry is resurfacing.
Armishaw Avatar
September 24, 2017 at 8:05 PM
I appreciate the poignancy and honesty in expressing an evident loss. My sympathies.
Cresswell Avatar
September 24, 2017 at 8:31 PM
Welcome to my home and thank you for your comment.
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