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I got some bad news the other day Heart failure immenint, his genes at play While the doctor was talking to me All I could think was why god me But then I sat and had a thought It's genes at play, it's not my fault But here is where the problem starts My whole life has been a deck of cards 52 pick up, the game my life's been Constantly battling to make sure I win But sadly iv never been able to finish up top I'll play snap next time, my life's been a flop Back to the doctor and what he said Every word filled me with dread Scans and medicine to see me through Open heart surgery? Don't mind if I do I put the phone down and looked to the sky A moment of peace before my decline Shock hit me first, one fierce punch Then anger took over, and this was all before lunch!! I tried to act normal, get on with my day Even though I knew things were about to change Everywhere I went all I saw was red So many emotions going on in my head The days that have followed have killed me inside Memories resurfaced, even the ones I tried to hide What's hit me the hardest and torn me apart Is the fact no one has loved me, it's broke my heart My mother only loves herself My father he can rot in hell My stepdad despised me, a angry man Lies and deciet as soon as my life began Since the doctor called my head's been a mess My heart cannot take all this stress Lying in bed, body aching My life been leading up to this, I can't stop shaking What's on it's way I do not know But I tell you what it will make a great show Lies and heartbreak my whole life has been Maybe this heart problem will be the making of me A deck of cards many ways you can play The deck is shuffled, dealt, lets take it away 52 pick up, do you want to play? Iv played my hand, I'm not a threat I'm ready to play all those I have met This game began the day I was born The winner decided while the losers mourn The doctor called me the other day My heart is failing, his genes to blame Life based on a lie, the irony glaring That's what you get with a mother so uncaring 52 pick up do you want to play? Battle lines drawn, it can go either way One thing though I can guarantee Is when I go down I'm taking you with me 52 pick up? Come out to play 52 pick up? YOU made me this way Speak up now, let the truth set you free You'll rue the day you f****d with me 52 pick up? 52 pick up?