26 Years

my heart has already been broken. a thousand times, into a thousand pieces, over a thousand years. I feel each love as if it is the ultimate, soul searing, universe ending love. and every time it ends, my whole universe crashes. my souls light and entire heart energy is broken. into a million pieces. shattered. each piece sent flying out into the darkness. never again to be seen by me. I can't stop from falling. I seek it out. this undying love. I crave it. I can't live without it. and all it does is torture me. I just want someone to hold my heart, and heal all it's cracked surface. all the old wounds. the deep fractures of my soul. someone to sing my song with me.