2012 Confession

Have you ever been in a situation when it feels like everyone is against you, and the whole world is pressing down on your shoulders? Well this write is about that. There is no place to run or hide, The pain and the agony builds up like a tide. I want to scream but nothing would come out, I try so hard a pull so tough that I dragged a gout. It's not easy for me to express my feelings just to anyone, There is allot of security issues in me that are not so fun. I understand everything clearly, I just wish to get out of this world and be care free. It feels like chains have bounded me to the fiery deaths of hell, It hurt and burns, but I can't break though this shell. I have hidden my emotions deep inside, Just so that no one would see the monster I have to reside. It hurts me more than other to see myself turn into something that I am not, I would commit crimes and other illegal thing and would not get caught. I would hurt myself emotionally so that no one would see my scares, It would be better is I would just go back behind bars. Can no one see that I am also human and need some effection. Or am I just a toy that people like to mess around with and Be selfish. At breaking point I stand, looking at the bottom of a cliff thinking, Should I, or should I not? But hay, if I do, I am sure that everyone would be left at peace and care for YOU.