-i See-

what am i your once in awhile love your beautiful smile when a smile feels appropriate am i the nice "good feeling day" when everything is in order and you believe for a brief moment... in dreams or am i the lack of dreams your cons hes decision to be mainstream your failure to believe your failure to conceive of something larger than yourself its a pretty pitiful place to rome in and out of the daydreaming state of love wondering your next move wondering.... constantly wondering what your mind holds within be it amazing though full of sin i begin to turn in circles spinning and writhing striving to complete a sane thought totally alluding me when my thoughts are on you burning my blue into a darkness i cannot contain one which remains only to haunt the cold nights long days and the dreary memories of you leaving me helpless leaving me confused leaving me....enlightened and finally bitterly free to become "myself again" although polluted by your poison i ingest no more and can become whole painfully moving forward painfully moving but moving none the less farther into myself and discovering the beauty within me and surrounding the beauty ,blinded by your presence but now....i see