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9/17/2018 8:38:05 AM
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He Changed Me
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God changedme for the better this I truly in my heart know I rememberhow i was at first and to accept that was a hard blow I didn’tthink anything was wrong with me that I had finally got it together I was finallyable to stand on my own and take care of myself I didn’thave to depend on or ask anyone for their help I didn’thave to do things I really didn’t want to do just to make a little money to getby I didn’thave to keep making the wrong decisions just to keep from having to cry Not everyhurt or pain inflicted on me was from others most of them I inflicted themmyself. Not likingyourself or not even loving yourself is a hurt that is hard to overcome But with Godall of this is possible, and I am a living testament of that for everyone I felt that Idid not need anyone because all people did was hurt you to get what they wanted Nobodyreally cared about me that is what I believed and felt and that was what peopleflaunted Can anyonerelate feeling like that every day of your life, but the good thing is itwasn’t true When Godshowed me that someone wanted to love me unconditionally I was so happy God showedme how my thinking was wrong all those years God gave mestrength and made me stronger thru all the tears My tears werevery cleansing for me crying out all the hurt and pain Opening meup to be able to receive all this love he had in his plan He placedspecial people who would not give up on me no matter what I did to push themaway He gave me blessedpeople who have been there help me get thru and let me know it would be okay God haschanged my whole outlook on life now where before I wondered why I was evenborn I felt likeit was just to be used and abused and to be miserable the rest of my days But I know Ihave a purpose now God had me go thru everything to mold me into the person Iam now and I just had to get out of his way. To be a helpto someone else who may be going thru what I went thru or someone who is struggling to deal with whatthey have been thru but can look at me and hear my story and know without a doubt thatGod is real and if he can change my bitter and angry and isolated self into a person whowants to be better andmore positive and give hope and encouragement to others he can change you too. God is theonly one that can help you change for the better Godencourages and not discourages those who want to try He makes itknown that he is there no matter what even more when you need to cry He wants thebest for you always and when you do he is happy for you God is notenvies of you and trying to take you down instead of building you up He is nottrying to manipulate you to be what he wants it is not one sided at all You don’thave to continue to live that generational curse of how you were raised you canbe different, you can be abetter you can be who God created you to be. When I look back and see how far Ihave come withGod and where he brought me from I know I am a miracle. I would not be here ifGod had not had his hand on my life from the start.
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