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5/22/2010 9:15:41 PM
Dylan Strom
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Ive tried to kill myself twice now, Im considering it again, but im to afraid to try it once more. Since i was 7 my lifes been a living hell. I had an abusive step dad, multipletimes in counseling and anger management my moms doesnt like me and my dad isnt proud of me. I just recently had my heart broken again and ive givin up on humanity.
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5/23/2010 2:06:30 PM
aneysa churchwell
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hey way name is aneysa...look i knw how u feel ...im not gonna lie i have thought bout da same things u have....had heartbreaks....etc....but ....i bet u dat if not every1..there is at least 1 person out there who loves you...never give up....on yourself or life... if you still needa tlk juz reply back 2 me or you can send me an email at uniqu3_diffrent@yahoo.com
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5/27/2010 10:46:54 PM
kabuteng P.iNk k.
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hi Dylan  I agree with Aneysa-- I sure do hope that someone close to you is there for you to talk you out of it--it really may seem that life isn't worth living at times, but hopefully these thoughts will help the next time you think of killing yourself--if you do succeed in doing that (though I pray to God that you don't feel the need to do it again)--then what? I really don't think it accomplishes anything, only proving that you gave in to the moment and it didn't help anybody, worse it totally defeats why you lived--Please stay strong, even if you don't realize it, there are people out there who love you. Go prove to the world your worth
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6/3/2010 8:35:08 AM
Veronica Joseph
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Dylan, suicide is a selfish act. God put you here for a purpose. I know that sounds hollow and empty, but now you need to ask for, receive and act on help. You may need to completely change your cirumsteances, location etc to come to understand why you are here: please please seek some counseling. My prayers are with you.
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6/4/2010 5:10:23 PM
aneysa churchwell
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hi dylan look i've already posted a reply 2 this and idk u...but...plez say sumtin on here so i knw dat u havnt hurt urself...please...im serious!
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11/19/2010 12:08:04 PM
Sierra Arnold
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Dylan, Im not going to lie, I think about ending it alot. I know how it is to feel so overwhelmed that you think theres no hope and you can only think of 1 way to end the pain. Don't. I tried last year and it HURT!!! I took about 3 months worth of sleeping pills. My mom found me not breathing and called 911. I woke up 3 days later in pure AGONY!!! My skin was pale, my tounge was gray, my kidneys had begun to shut down, and I suffered mild brain damage. I cant remember most of the first 10 years of my life. Trust me, it's NOT worth it. I was being abused and i thought it was the only way to get out of that situation but its not! I read a book called You Don't Know Me by David Klass, and I'm going to quote it because it opened my eyes in an amazing way. "Suicide is not an option. It means letting the enemy win without any terms or conditions." Now what keeps me going is church. I turn to God in my time of need and He is always there and listening.
edited by imsierra on 11/29/2010
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11/22/2010 6:15:29 PM
Seth Cross
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I realize this is a very old post, however, considering my own situation, I feel compelled to respond. Despite the fact that I have not gone through the exact same ordeal as you have, I now exactly how you feel. I have had a very horrible life. I honestly cannot give you a reason not to do what is in your mind to do, and it would be hypocritical of me to do so. All I can say, and this is what keeps me going, is eventually God's got to take his magnifying glass of you. There must be day when it all stops. And it's that thought, that idea which keeps me interested in life. If it's been this horrible for this long, the rest, when that day comes, must be stupefyingly pleasant.
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11/28/2010 4:23:28 PM
Anne Stapleton
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Everyone has a problem or problems. The devil put negative things on our minds; sure he wants us to do negative things to ourselves and others. I'm a Christian and one time I was really down in the dumps and I cried out to the Lord. He told me, "Joy cometh in the morning." If you are unsaved, ask Jesus to come in to your life and be your Lord and Savior.
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12/23/2010 6:52:16 PM
Bridget Prewitt
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Never let yourself believe your life isn't worth living. The truth is God loves everyone and everyone has a purpose.
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12/24/2010 12:12:11 PM
Desiree Kuri
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I looked...and you are still alive as of the 8th. I'm so glad. In case your demons reappear, which they may sometimes...
Been there, done that. One of very few things I carry some quilt about. I was raised by a malevolent narcissist (Think Mommy Dearest!) and messed up by her contagious mental diseases and intrusive programming--Don't Listen! Animals know to go toward what causes joy, and away from what causes pain.Count your blessings and run to them! And it passes, life can get better and better even from the depths dark nights of the soul! There are so many times I am soo soo happy to be alive, and sorry for friends who are not--Look what they missed! How much would they have loved living all this and they missed it! Glad I didn't!!!
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1/10/2011 9:53:58 PM
Caden Jones
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Hey. i know all too well the feeling of failure. Im adopted and I never knew my biological family. I have felt all my life that Im just a failure. People made fun of me for the way I act, talk, and basically almost everything I do. I used to ask myself why my biological family didnt want me. I went to a shrink and my parents that apopted me sent me to a residential counseling center where I lived, ate, slept, went to school with, and even had therapy with a different shrink with other kids with the same problems with me. I have anger management and depression issues amoung any others. I admit I have tried to commit suicide many times in my life. But now I realize that doing that isnt the answer. I can give you any advice I can on any question you want to ask me. I am a really good listener, and many times all you need is someone to talk to. If you dont want to talk to me then try to talk to a friend you can trust. Writing poetry helps me express myelf the most but talking to someone who will be there for you to guide you to happiness is a great way to go to. Both have helped me through many trials. Im here to listen to anything you want to say. And that goes for anyone who ever reads this message.
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6/13/2011 9:50:02 PM
Jaymee Coombs
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Lifes hard, but i have to go through it thinking that it will be all worth it. If you EVER need to talk, i'm not much but i'm here..
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6/14/2011 9:37:37 AM
darnett shimmy yeah
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First of all, I want to say that no one can possibly understand exactly what you are going through except for you. But alot of us have gone through similar things. I want to share what I've gone through with you.
Since I can remember I have been ostrasized and ignored. I've never had more than 2 or 3 people that consistently talk to me (be they acquaintances, friends, whatever) since I was a small child. My mom didn't want to deal with me, so she had me drugged up on aderal and ritalin from a really young age. My dad smokes cigarettes nonstop and about a year ago he got his lungs x-rayed and they found spots on them which could lead to cancer. A little while after that, my stepmother spent all of my dads hard earned rent money on cocaine, and left him. About a year ago, I finally ended a 2 year emotionally abusive relationship. It ended when I tried to kill myself. I didn't succeed, of course, but was able to step back and take a good look at myself and what I'd let my life become.
You don't have to throw your life away because some people don't like you, or because some foolish person hurt you. Relationships come and go, and though it may hurt now, in a few years you will have forgotten all about this heartache. And no one said you have to like your parents. Parents can be jerks. I hated my mother for years before I finally forgave her for taking away my childhood. You don't need their acceptance to be happy. You are stronger and better than they could ever be.
I know that I'm awkward at this, and that I probably didn't help, but I just hope that you are okay. No one here wants anything bad to happen to you. Please be safe, and if you DO want to talk we are all here for you.
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6/17/2011 4:18:20 PM
alexis bracken
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Dylan... life is hard sometimes but don't it drag you down...i have experience as to what you are going through so please don't do it!! There is someone out there for everyone....think of all the ones you would hurt if anything happened to you.
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9/19/2011 3:36:50 PM
Eleanore Bourner
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i know this may seem all 'evangelical' or whatever, but seriously. be brave. trust in GOD He'll help you get through this. and in case you're questioning it, He DOES love you. and if your stepdad is abusing you to the point you want to commit suicide? tell the police or SOMEONE who can help. if i could, i would give you a hug right now i'm sure you're a nice guy, please don't try to 'end it' 'cause it won't end if you do what you're considering. if you ever need anyone to talk to, you can soupmail me or whatever. try being optomistic. look for the good things in life. good luck, i believe you can pull through this! i'm keeping you in my prayers! ------Ell
edited by eleanore13 on 9/19/2011
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