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Marissa Faries
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Marissa Faries is a neurodivergent millennial poetess. Written over a 1000 poems since she was a preteen. For the past several years her main poetic forms are crystalline, haiku/senryu, tanka, sijo, and couplets. Her neurodivergent conditions are autism, attention deficit disorder (ADD), and quiet borderline personality disorder. She is also a First Nations status Cree Canadian.

She writes poetry on many subjects to do with her personal life and inner world of thoughts and feelings. Themes included are romance, heartbreak, loneliness, depression, metaphorical or vague erotica, spirituality, and philosophical matters. She aspires to become a renowned published poetess, but finds the process to be difficult, as it is for all aspiring writers. Her personal interests are anime, astrology, video games, and art.

Marissa's spiritual belief system is all-inclusive of world religions as she found connections in all of them. She practices advanced astrology since her adolescence. Her spiritual practices are numerology, i-Ching, Tarot, oracle cards, lexigramming, meditation, binaural beats, dice fortune-telling and cartomancy. She also has the ability to dream of the future, sometimes. She believes in a Father God and a Mother Goddess. In her indigenous culture, her people believe in a Creator and practice ceremonies such as sweat lodges, night lodges, shaking tents, and praying with natural tobacco smoking.

Marissa has also had a lifelong medical history of epilepsy since infancy and her diabetes was diagnosed in her early 20's. She manages these conditions well with the proper medications. Despite all of the seizures she had through the course of her life, she still retains more than enough of her intelligence to continue writing and philosophizing. She has also lived 29 years of her life with her autism undiagnosed, having masked it as well as any autistic young women do themselves. Her goals are to lose enough weight to better manage her diabetes and to continue multivitamin and electrolyte supplementations for optimal health in the long-term.

So far in her life, she lost her paternal grandfather to pancreatic cancer in September 2021 and lost her 17-year old cousin to the drug fentanyl in May 2022. These two deaths have been a source of immense grief, but also brought on enough inspiration to write poetry to process her feelings. One of her greatest wishes is for her remaining three grandparents and her own parents to stay alive for many years to come. She also prays for the protection of her aunts, uncles, many cousins, her two siblings, and friends.

So far she is living a good life, regardless of her mental health and what may never come to be. Marissa is grateful to have the audience of PoetrySoup, as well as grateful for all of her personal connections that persist in her life.

The last 27 poems, from my writing era of 2006-2018

Blog Posted by Marissa Faries: 8/24/2022 6:19:00 AM

Well, since my premium subscription is expiring August 26, I might as well write about the ending of my revival on this website. As well as the new beginning in which I am going to be writing and posting new poems soon. Many of them will be the complete forms of incomplete poems I came up with since 2018. When I think about it, the new poems will be like collaborations between my past self and my current self.

I also had a long phase that inhibited my literary processes and motivation. But that phase will need its own blog post. I think to be fair to myself, in regards to that phase, is that many writers and artists have relied upon or experimented with similar things; as well as mused from similar experiences. A spiritual forum is also teaching me how to clear my aura. Complete sobriety from "everything" is also required in my indigenous tribe's spirituality. So there must be more reasons for sobriety than physical health benefits alone.

Anyway, sorry for going on an off-topic tangent. I am just explaining my current change of course in my life's direction. I truly do want to focus more on my writing. I miss writing in forums too, so I may become more active in my favourite forums. With my attention deficit disorder improving (thanks to sobriety), I can actually take up reading many more poems on PoetrySoup. One reason I have not, is because I am afraid to copy anybody, but unintentionally of course. Plagiarism and its consequences scare me. (Haha...)

So, finally, my point is for the next 3 days I will be posting my final 27 poems from my writing era of 2006-2018 (12-24 years old). They are all posted by their titles in alphabetical order. Many of them were written when I was a teenager. So a lot of the poems are childish or "emo" or funny or poorly written. Not being hard on myself, just facts. But there are plenty of meaningful poems too.

I want to get the lifetime premium subscription, but I am yet to have enough money for it. I keep getting enough money, time to time, but I always choose to spend it on other things. (Sigh. Haha.) So I will not be able to post blogs until I subscribe again. No need to offer me it either. As perhaps this Christmas, when I get gift money, I can then subscribe for life. Thanks for reading my poems or blog posts whenever you do. I don't mind any lack of attention or interaction, as I just want to put myself out here as a fellow writer. Ciao!~

 

 

 

 

 

 

 



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Date: 8/26/2022 2:05:00 PM
Good idea to redo poems of old but be sure to save the old. Sara
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Date: 8/25/2022 1:46:00 PM
Blessings for your continued journey.
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Date: 8/25/2022 5:29:00 AM
Writing about misfortunes and joyous moments is cathartic for me. Let it be so, for you.
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Date: 8/24/2022 1:48:00 PM
Marissa, keep the ink flowing and continue to write of your journey in life with your poetry ~
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Date: 8/24/2022 11:07:00 AM
To my fellow lacker, thanks for the enlightening read, and now -- own each day and enjoy, Marissa, Aloha~William
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Date: 8/24/2022 10:05:00 AM
Best wishes to you, Marissa. Thank you for sharing your current journey with us.
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