I Wont Ask
I won’t ask you to laugh
I won’t ask you to cry
I won’t even ask you for a smile
I won’t ask for help
I won’t ask for mercy
I won’t ask for anything
I can’t ask you for anything
I can’t bring myself to do it
I won’t make you change your ways
Just for me...
I’ll never ask you to stay
I’ll never ask you how you feel
I’ll never ask anything of you
That’s just how I am
I never ask because I’m a bother
I never ask because I’m obnoxious
I never ask because that’s who I am
I won’t ask you to stay
I can’t even say
“Can i stay with you?...”
even just for a day
I can’t say hello
I hate to say goodbye
Even if it means
Turning a blind eye
I won’t ask you to call
I won’t ask for a ride
I won’t ask at all
I fear rejection
I fear abandonment
I fear everything
That I can’t control
I won’t inconvenience you
I won’t make you change
I won’t be a bother
I’ll do what I do best...
Disappear
So if you ever wonder why
You don’t see me anymore
It’s because I won’t ask
And I lost you
I just wanted you to know
That I cared
And I tried
But still...
I couldn’t hide...
Copyright © Ariel Wall | Year Posted 2017
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