Worry of Me
All I wanted was to fall in love
But what a joke love is
Stabbed by the same spoon I fed you with
Your rusty lies are what burned me worse.
After you im gonna need a hearse.
And I understand your in pain, I am too
I don't want to add the pain of losing you.
All I can do is patch the holes you create
I am a seamstress but you are detached
And no string is strong enough to fix that.
We can pretend that were ok.
But inside I have decayed.
And you feelings are delayed.
Hanging in by the skin of my teeth.
I cant breathe.
I cant sleep.
My mind has been puzzled
And I can't figure out how to stop this.
Everything keeps escalating
How can I keep going
My loyalty never faded
And my love for you stayed strong
But your lies arnt dead
And I've been treated wrong
I've been dealing with this for much too long.
When will you worry for me.
I'm starting to think it'll never be
Do I even have a purpose
What am I doing here to deserve this
Copyright © Julie Dye | Year Posted 2017
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