Worry of Me

All I wanted was to fall in love But what a joke love is Stabbed by the same spoon I fed you with Your rusty lies are what burned me worse. After you im gonna need a hearse. And I understand your in pain, I am too I don't want to add the pain of losing you. All I can do is patch the holes you create I am a seamstress but you are detached And no string is strong enough to fix that. We can pretend that were ok. But inside I have decayed. And you feelings are delayed. Hanging in by the skin of my teeth. I cant breathe. I cant sleep. My mind has been puzzled And I can't figure out how to stop this. Everything keeps escalating How can I keep going My loyalty never faded And my love for you stayed strong But your lies arnt dead And I've been treated wrong I've been dealing with this for much too long. When will you worry for me. I'm starting to think it'll never be Do I even have a purpose What am I doing here to deserve this