Crossroads
Tear after tear
News after news
Trying to hold it together but its the hardest thing ever
Wondering what else will happen
Worrying about if you can take anymore
Thinking of how it all happened or who has caused this
Creating a plan in your head with not one idea
Contemplating doing the wrong thing
Praying that you make the best decision
Hoping that no one judges you
Willing to do whatever it takes but then you stop and think maybe this is all a dream
Maybe I am just walking in my dream from last night
The dream that had my heart racing
The dream that almost killed me right before my own eyes
The dream that you hope one day will go away
The dream that seems to haunt you every time something goes wrong or you feel weak about a situation
The dream that came true when you open your eyes and saw that you were in 2 dreams at the same time and you don't know which way to go
You try to wake up but every time you think you are awake you end up in the opposite dream
So you stop and think why am I having this dream
What am I afraid of
What is holding me hostage
What is keeping me from moving forward
Then as you relax and take a deep breath you awake from both dreams to find yourself in the front of a mirror and the person in the mirror is yourself and that's when you realize that you can't move forward until you get all of you on the same page
Copyright © Dandricka Cox | Year Posted 2017
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