Hi
She was my bestfriend
But a fight set us astray
Every night i dream of her floating away
Until one night she was eventually gone
And i could only run
I ran out of time but i won't give up
It's now been a week since we, in a way, broke up
She is still floating away a bright, tiny dot
The next day i apoligise
The same night i can make out her face
I chase her in my dreams but she just runs away
I take a rest, try to talk
But like a stubborn child, she don't budge
I feel It's a miracle she is still in my vision
Im running out of breath
and of time
Restless in dreams, running
And falling asleep every lesson
Maybe i should just talk to her
Tell her how sorry i am
But i will probably just stutter
You'r with new friends and i'm all alone
But it doesn't really matter
It pains me when i glance at you
and you don't glance back
We had to write poems in an english lesson
I made a massive effort
While you talked to your new friends
My poem was about me and you
I hoped you would remember
The memories and the constant banter
But you didn't even smile
Not even a glance
You just looked down
I know it pains me but maybe it's just over
I have tried my best
But maybe thas not good enought
I stare at my phone in dismay
thinking you will never talk to me again
But it's a message on the screen
That changed everything
And it was the most simple thing
But it was her which made it special
And i read it, it said.. "Hi"
Copyright © Caitt Mason | Year Posted 2016
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