Love Letters From Me To Herion
Dear Heroin,
My name is Pamela,
I'm writing to you Because I've heard of some stories of what you can do. I heard you can stop me from feeling insane, I heard you have powers That can take away all the pain. So I have come here knocking, as I stand here today, Hello Heroin-please show me the way!
Dear Pamela, Yes, it is true! I feel quite serene, I am your answer, If you know what I mean! You'll shoot through the sky, You'll in some screwed up strange place, No longer these demons do I have to face. So I ask of you Heroin, Just to visit once more. Come visit again, just knock at the door!
Dear Pamela,
Welcome my child! You are now my posession! The demon's within you-
I will be your obsession. Exorcism is not
Even an OPTION. You're stuck with me now And, I just can't be forgotten
I seep through your veins
I claw at your skin You can fight the battle But, you will NEVER win!
When you think that it's over
And, you think that you've won
You will find out my dear
That the battle's just begun
A fight to the death As I take over your soul, With me in your system
I am all that you'll know I'll rape you of everything That you though you knew,I'll brainwash your mind
&, you won't have a clue You'll be left in a corner Of darkness and grief.
I'll be your religion Your one and only true belief Here I am child
&, now you are my whore, As I patiently sit Waiting at your door.
Once again it's Heroin, forevermore.
Dear Heroin,
How could you do this? I can't even breathe It's like I am dying I can't think I can't see,
Save me from dying! I scream right out loud I see all the faces
But you stand out in the crowd.
I muster the strength to try to get up and just leave, But it's like without you I can't even breathe! So I fall down to my feet
& I beg for some mercy. But, it's like I am stuck Or like somebody has cursed me. Who now can save me
From this cycle of destruction?
From this world that I now live in
And, I just keep getting stuck in.
Goodbye Heroin, please don't reply.
Goodbye Heroin, I don't want to die.
Dear Pamela,
You're threatening to leave me?
This must be a joke, This must be a game, Or a trick, or a hoax.
You cannot go-just try for a day
I am your sanity, I am the ONLY way!
Your bones they will throb, Your stomach will rot. Your heart will be broken, If you try to stop!
You'll feel like you're dying
For days at a time You'll just keep on crying,
If you are no longer mine. I've got your soul, I've seduced you sweetheart.
Just give it up now.You were mine from the start. So here I am sweetie,
Still sitting at your door-
Yep, it's Heroin darling, forevermore.
Dear Heroin,
I thought I would leave you
But, you were all that I needed I tried to just leave you,I begged and I pleaded. But, I gave in again To your seductive power, & now I sit in filth
In desperate need of a shower.
To cleanse me of all This pain and the guilt. I sit like a rose That's dead and dose wilt. But, Heroin, I'm telling you; I must fight back, I cannot do this
I'm in full attack! I'm taking my life
I'm standing up now! I swear I will do it, I'll do it somehow, & if I open my door, & you're still standing there
I swear to you Heroin; I will no longer care. I'm over this twisted Love-Hate AFFAIR. so I'm killing you NOW
So please be aware! Goodbye Heroin,
I'm saying GOODBYE I want to live-
SO IT'S YOU WHO MUST DIE!
Pamela
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