Why Am I So Alone
sitting in the dark , realizing i'm in my thoughts.
wondering if there's anymore strength in me.
i'm in a dark place , a dark room.
dark eyes , dark thoughts.
dark hair , dark socks.
i'm alone , i feel alone.
i'm empty, i seem to do everything wrong.
i just want happiness , a little laughter from here or there.
but i'm drained, depressed, feeling sick inside.
just want somebody there to notice me, to hold me.
i feel i'm always a problem , always a heartache.
i'm lost because i'm literally on my own , in my mind.
cause i feel weak and faint. if i fall and full of blank
and once i wake ill see who's there who's open to me.
wh'os there for me ...
or maybe who loves me ...
i Stand Alone ...
-F.Sing
Copyright © Felicia Singleton | Year Posted 2015
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