Living a Lie
I am not sad, but at the same time I am not happy
You've made my life a living hell
Brought nothing but despair and confusion
Now you're gone and I am left with nothing,
Nothing but an empty heart
Which has never experienced true love
I always thought it was normal
Jelousy, obsession and clinginess
Still, I remained by your side
Thinking all guys had these traits
I never had another lover
Even though I was accused many times
You were my first and probably my last
Because of you I don't know what to do
And now, I will never experience
True love, True happiness
Just true anguish, true deception
Copyright © Chantal Costa | Year Posted 2006
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