Three and a Half Wasted Years
Ive been decieved by my one true love
I was blind to his words of trechury
He went behind my back and layed with another woman
He decieved my heart
I thought i could trust him but now i feel i can trust no man
I did nothing to deserve this kind of heartbreak
Yet he did everything to break my heart
We cannot go back now
And honesty is not his policy
I feel like i am drowning in hiw web of lies
And all he is doing is making sure i sink
I feel weak now and the darkness is surrounding me
I can hear him laughing and enjoying my misery
He knew i wanted a life with him so he decided to kill me
He first started with my heart
He insulted me and my love for him
His words were like a slap in the face or a stab in the back
I did not know that love included such cruelty
An all i have ever asked of him
Was to treat me great and always be truthful
He has not done that
He has damaged my heart
And now i walk around with a dead soul
I feel the weight of this heartbreak all over my body
He hated every word that would come out of my mouth
So i quit talking
He hated my affection
So i left him alone
I love him and yet he cannot stand me
He lied, lies, and will lie to me
And that is how he killed me
In his eyes i was nothing but a neusance to him
He left me to wait on him too many times
I felt i had to wait on him
For i loved him and enjoyed him more than anything
But he did not care.....
He did not want me
Then he blinded me
I saw him and his other woman
Thats when it broke
It broke into many peices and it hurts
With every beat of my broken heart it hurts worse
I saw his arm around her
And how he walked her to his door
I saw them together on his presious couch
And his arm was around her again
He showed me his preference in that one moment
My natural reacotion was to slap him....
What else couls i do ?
At that moment i wanted him to feel the pain i was feeling and much more
He killed me and does not understand why or how he did
He does not understand that this is not love that he is showing me
Love does not hurt all the time
Love does not mean being unloyal
Love does not me lying or disrespect
Love does not mean cheating
His love is not true love
Copyright © Shea Smith | Year Posted 2006
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