Three and a Half Wasted Years

Ive been decieved by my one true love I was blind to his words of trechury He went behind my back and layed with another woman He decieved my heart I thought i could trust him but now i feel i can trust no man I did nothing to deserve this kind of heartbreak Yet he did everything to break my heart We cannot go back now And honesty is not his policy I feel like i am drowning in hiw web of lies And all he is doing is making sure i sink I feel weak now and the darkness is surrounding me I can hear him laughing and enjoying my misery He knew i wanted a life with him so he decided to kill me He first started with my heart He insulted me and my love for him His words were like a slap in the face or a stab in the back I did not know that love included such cruelty An all i have ever asked of him Was to treat me great and always be truthful He has not done that He has damaged my heart And now i walk around with a dead soul I feel the weight of this heartbreak all over my body He hated every word that would come out of my mouth So i quit talking He hated my affection So i left him alone I love him and yet he cannot stand me He lied, lies, and will lie to me And that is how he killed me In his eyes i was nothing but a neusance to him He left me to wait on him too many times I felt i had to wait on him For i loved him and enjoyed him more than anything But he did not care..... He did not want me Then he blinded me I saw him and his other woman Thats when it broke It broke into many peices and it hurts With every beat of my broken heart it hurts worse I saw his arm around her And how he walked her to his door I saw them together on his presious couch And his arm was around her again He showed me his preference in that one moment My natural reacotion was to slap him.... What else couls i do ? At that moment i wanted him to feel the pain i was feeling and much more He killed me and does not understand why or how he did He does not understand that this is not love that he is showing me Love does not hurt all the time Love does not mean being unloyal Love does not me lying or disrespect Love does not mean cheating His love is not true love