Apology
Please,accept my apology
You probably at this time reading my eulogy?
Dont frown,or ask yourself why?
Nothing at all could be done
Dont waste your breath with a sigh
This is my poem to you,A final goodbye
See nothing has been fair from day one
Ive since little childhood dreamt of the gun
That would at the least lessen my souls great pain
The pain that literally forsakes
every move i make
In this twisted world we live in
My body is full of sin
See,i cant win
I believe i was destined at birth
I really didnt choose my self worth
It was handed to me at birth
Its true,believe
Ghost have haunted me most my life
I suffered in complete silence
secretly fasinated with what knives could bring me
A permanate sleep
the one i now adornMost importantly my pain is no more
But today you read my last words aloud
My only point is to tell
That my only thing i ever felt
was the love for and of my 3 children
the only right thing i did in this lifetime
Copyright © Martie Recor | Year Posted 2006
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