2-24-04
I can feel the anger as it rises
Rendering me helpless at times
As if the moon of darkness rises
As it has done so many times
How many times can I suppress it
And totally ignore my angel
With out lashing out and being explicit
Continuing to be in the heat of anger
I strive to be calm and collected
When all along I want to explode
To always be sen yet rejected
Feeling alone and completely cold
I want to scream and tell you
"I am who I am leave me be"
I live for me and not you
Why can't you just let it all just be
Must you harass me so
Or do you enjoy the torturing
The endless questions or things you want me to do
Why don't you spend more time listening
I tell you time after time again
I try my best to tell you
That I am finally happy again
And you are making me angry too
I want to be free
To enjoy life on my own
To totally be all of me
I want to live like the wind is blown
Untamed and wild but so free
Can I be so selfish in life
To want better for me
But it is my life
Copyright © Courtney Young | Year Posted 2005
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