I miss me
I miss me..yet I am breathing…
With all the strings that’s attached to me..
The strings that’s the worlds has given me..
Yet I miss me..
I am laughing.. but the sound is missing..
I am talking.. but the words are not gathering..
I show it.. but no one sees it..
I say it no one hears it…
Yet I am living.. but I am not breathing…
My dreams are vanishing…
My songs have lots its music…
I am breathing the very last breath of me
No on sees I am dying.. no one see I am hurting…
I myself have killed my dreams and my music
For all the strings that’s attached to me..
Things I loved to have.. things I love to keep..
All in a row is fading. Hiding and drifting..
Has anyone notice. Has anyone seen..
I miss me..i am not breathing but I am surviving…
With all that I have buried in side me..
I am struggling yet I am failing..
I want to breath as me.. I want to live as me..
Yet I know I myself have killed me..
But its will be true …
my smiles always hide a tear or two…!!
Copyright © Dilupa Wijegunasekara | Year Posted 2017