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Why do people always need s a promise.. To accept what you say..
Why do people keep asking if you are lying in anyway..
Why do people always needs a guarantee to believe what is said..
Because everyone is finding heard to trust everybody..
In life people will always share their experience of what happened..
Trusting someone and giving all in and all out. Everything of your own..
But someone have deceived them at once.. May be taking time deceiving all…
They have broken the trust without realizing the trust is cracking for all..
Everyone is looking for someone honest, someone trustworthy..
And someone who abide by the promise.. To live by what they really are..
Because in life.. Maybe once.. May be more than once..
Your trust was broken and deceived and life was trust was taken granted..
And it was hurting so bad even with tears you were breaking..
The beautiful words you saw with trust... in minutes... its shattered down..
Without trust you have nothing... Not even a single thing...
Not even a single one..
You suffered.. You cried.. Your tumbrel and fall with tears you ask why..
But you will never find the answers ever again in your life..
So a wall you build around your heart and mind..
Never letting anyone come to your life..
Because you remember what is was like to be betrayed and deceived..
And you worry that it will happen again and again..
you will be broken once again..
Not everyone is going to take your trust for granted..
Not everyone will deceive again..
So if someone is reaching out to you..
Don’t push them away without knowing why…
Experience makes a person stronger and it will show you the true reason..
Give that person a one chance .. Don’t doubt and don’t trust again at once…
Give it time and try to understand the true reason why..
But.. Trust yourself and trust your inner gut feeling.. And I am sure you will be able to trust someone again in life!!
Dilu D wijegunasekara
17th of november 2019
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I am a born gay…
With warm and cold feelings...
With dreams and untold stories…
People identify me as a perverts…
People swear with anger...
What have I done to them I wonder,
Don’t I have my rights…?
Don’t I have my place...?
In the world I was born to stay…
How can you judge me...?
How can you know me…?
How can you tell me…?
That I am wrong in every way…
Pick up the stone to stone me...
If you are sinless like god who created me…
Remembering the truth of about me…
“Gays are born… but they are not made...”
So even if you destroy me…
Yet you will never be able to destroy…
The proud gay soul that lives within me...
Because...”I am a born gay but I am not made”…!
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People always forget every good thing you do…
Even after you go out of your way to help them..
With everything you have and everything you got…
Without thinking twice.. They will let you down…
We always meet someone for a reason…for the best or for the worst..
If they want use you... for their own selfish reasons..
Forgive them and forget them… Don’t hate them…
Don’t waste your time on them.. Just let that feeling go away..
If they want to test you…let them do it in their own way ….
But Pass the test in your own time... In your own way..
If they want to teach you… Learn the lesson well..
You get the chance to learn a new things again..
We are all humans.. We all have our mistakes…
No one is perfect.. No one is correct…no one is a saint…
If someone is not treating you right... let that feeling be away ..
If someone is not keeping their promises they made
Just remember promises are just are human words until is proven in anyway..
So start a fresh.. Hug the memory and say good bye ..
Wish them all the best in life with all your heart in anything come what may..
Then move on.. Just walk forward but please don’t look back...
It might hurt you.. it might stab you many times in the heart for everyday..
Tears will drop down countless times…
will feel like you are dying every moment passing by…
But you are going to be airtight…you are going to move again..
You can’t ever change what is done..
But you can always change what is to happen..
So with all the lessons.. Experience tears and sadness..
With all the mix of it ...Life will go on..it will always lead on..
So Trust me when I say…In time… everything is going to be alight...
and will make you stong to face it next time..!!
Dilu Wijegunasekara
10th of August 2019
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I feel so tired… not with my work.. or my life…
I am so tired with my own thoughts own heart..
I would really like a few minutes break at last..
I have searched the whole world for a honest friend…
A friend to be with me always.. To talk to me and to know me..
Not physically.. But emotionally… With thoughts and calls..
Even a single message to know that I am alright…
A person just like me.. From my own heart..
Who will understand my silence in my words…And tears behind my smiles…
Who will care for me and be there for me…
Not only in my happiness but also in my tears..
Like I am there for friends.. like how I care for them..
Everyone is busy with their own daily working life..
Phone calls are not answered and messages aren’t replied…
So many have become so cold hearted like ice..
Its really heard to fins a true one,, honest one and a caring one..
I have searched the whole wide world..But I haven’t still found none..
One a wise man told me and wrote to me and said..
“Friends are like ships in the sea… they stay for a while and leave…
And there will be many ships that will passes by..
But not even no ship will stay on the sea forever and by..”
So I feel like I am the sea and all my friends have passed me by..
But I am still searching for that honest one.. Careering,,,
To be my friend for until deaths do us apart..!
Dilu D Wijegunasekara
19th of august 2019
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Every living thing.. Every breathing one..
Changes in life even for once…Some for good and some for bad..
Some where someone will always change..
Are you feeling betrayed and neglected... Did the one you dearly loved changed..?
Are you feeling all down and lonely…?When you knew the love for you has changed…?
Look at the past in your own life…Haven’t you done the same.. Haven’t you changed..?
Didn’t you break that dear heart…didn’t you walk away..?
So if you are feeling broken and ignored..
Just remember it’s all coming back to you once again..
I know breaking ups are hard…its painful.. Feeling like wiping your own heart..
Stabbing your own self.. as if you are taking the very last breath…
That’s the pain of breaking up… May be more I can’t explain..
But Its not the end of the road.. its not the end of life…
Everything good or bad.. Happens for the best in life…
When one doesn’t need you someone will treasure you…
When one is walking away.. One will welcome you…
You just have to believe in yourself…About you.. In you..
You too have a life.. a one who deserve to be happy…
With or without the loved one.. You got to keep moving on…
If the person you love so dearly.. Is meant to be yours forever..
It will happen.. No matter what it will always happen..
Until then.. Be strong and be well.. Gather experience in every way..
One day you can turn back and say.. I made it through anyway!
Dilu D Wijegunasekara
17th of October 2019
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I don’t feel the same anymore... as I use to before we met..
I don’t feel I am whole… a part of me is missing…
My heart is no longer with me…It was freely given to be taken away…
Never realized my happiness was you..
My strength was you…my everything was you..
Until you were gone away…until you went home to stay..
Promising that you will be back someday…
No one will understand me or you…
The bond you and I shared was so true…
But I am yours all in all…Everything big and small…
I would never wish for someone like you…
Because you are you.. One and only you..
My tears are named after you… My smiles are for you…
Everything about me is you…you are my home..
I feel as we have exchanged our heart…Mine to you and yours to mine..
I live my life for you.. I breathe for you…
Your voice gives me happiness.. Your messages give me joy..
But is nothing to compare like you are by my side..
I made a promise today…
That I will only live to see you once again..
Until that day we meet again..
I promise I will not change…I will not fade away…
I will always think of you...and Your beautiful memories..
You will always have the best part of me..
A special place in me…
I love you and I will always will…
You are my everything in every way..!!
Dilu Wijegunasekara
07/08/19
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This is my lonely cry…lonely cry I want to be heard…
This is my emptiness… I am feeling everyday..…
This is my lonely heart… I want to feel love again….
I wish I had a true friend…a just friend just like me…
To make time for me in their busy days…
Who will walk extra miles for me…
Who will comfort me and hold me…
When I am suffering and hurting…
I want a friend just like me…
With a big heart to carry me and hold me…
A shoulder to lean on when I am falling…
My loneliness is killing me…I am breathing…
But I am not living.. I am suffering and hurting…
No one around understands me…
No one have a minute for me…
Everyone is busy with the own life living…
I need a true friend not just one for the name sake…
Who understand my tears in my smiles..
Who feels the emptiness in my words…
Who will truly care for me…who will always be there for me…
Just like me.. I need someone like me…
This is my lonely cry… can you hear me…
Will you be my true friend… just like me..??
Dilu D wijegunasekara
8th of august 2019
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There will be a day… you will come back looking for me again…
You will cry all the tears in the world to get me back again..…
You will make all the promises and swear you will fulfill them..…
You will say you have no world left without me to live again…
I am sure there will a day for you to come back to me again…
But I will not wipe your tears away…I will not waste my words for you again…
I will not trust you and believe in the promises you make…
I will not tell you how much I suffered without your txe message..
I will tell you about the lonely days I spent…I will not tell you how much I longed for your love…
I will not tell you How much I missed hearing your voice… I will never show or tell how I felt..
You left me without giving me a time for me to explain…
When I have done nothing wrong to you in anyway..
You left me no signs of abandoning me in anyway…
But you did all the hurtful things to me I can say…I lost my happiness and I lost my self…
With the rain drops I cried so no one will ever see…
I smoke cigarettes to take the pain away with the smoke itself....
I had no one to say.. I was left alone let down by you in every way..
But the truth is… I am not like you in anyway…
I will not treat you the same.. But I promise I will not stay…
I will just walk away.. Without looking back I will step away..
I am strong to walk away.. I am well taught about love all what people says..
But I will do one last thing before I walk away.. for you to realize why I am this way..
Whispering my last few words to the wind for you understand someday..
“Thank you for leaving me.. You made me who I am today…!
Dilu wijegunasekara 13th of august 2019
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Love of a pet is countless and limitless…
All they long for is our love alone..
Luli my cat my five months old kitten.... Innocent soul of all..
Who talk in her own language..
Thinking that I will understand the meaning what she say…
Sleep beside to keep me warm.. Purring all the night long..
With her big eyes.. With a playful run.. With her silence..
Have captured my heart all in all …
She was abundant little soul..
Neglected unloved and left alone…
Nobody wanted her because she was a girl..
And girls were never taken or given a home..
From a cats orphanage to a loving home..
Luli have given me joy and having a home for its own..
Its heard to explain her love in her heart..
Being next to me she tries to show it all…
Responding meows I hear all day long..
when I talk she meows as is she really understand..
Luli has become a part of my life and my home..
Near the window she loves to watches the sky…
Near the window she loves to watch the rain..
She brings such happiness to my life…
I am for luli.. And luli for me…
What else would I want when I have limitless love..
Next to me and with me!!
Dilu wijegunasekara
13th os august 2019
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Life is all about Transformations...
The one who was yesterday..
Is not the one today..
The One who is here today..
Is not the one tomorrow..
Every human is transforming..
Within and out.. Mind.. Heart and soul..
Every Second every minute every hour..and yes until the death is the separation..
Some for the their best..
Some for their worst..
But transformation is the door..
Holding the key of willpower with sacrifice..
Letting go to embrace the new journey ..
To the unknown thats i am willingly working..
Some copy imitate and try to live..
And live by..
Someone's elses life..
Thats the is not the true transformation..
Of once true self.. Its a lie.. A dead meat..
For controlling ego and pride of a selfish heart of a and soul of unawakend one..
Blinded by there own sweet preety lies..
The fact is that not even identical twins..
They Arnt the same.. Look closely..
You will see.. But do you see the truth..
Or the truth that you want to see..?
I am transforming my self for the best..
With my soul calling.. To my destiny..
The true purpose of my birth..
I believe self love is the Unconditional love..
Of all the living and the dead..
All the pain and heartache..
Sacrifices i willing made..
Its for myself.. To be loved by my ownself..
I am in my own cocon.. With contentment..
And transforming into a beautiful unique butterfly.. Once every lived and will ever live.. Its my first step to my legacy..
I was born to create as destiny was written..
I know exactly what i need..what i am destined to be... What i want to be..
I do not want to be someone els..
I want to be my authentic self..
I have and i am transforming..
Evolving and awakening..
Where i am no longer a prisoner..
Or the victim of my own lived past..
I am my own master.. I am the creator..
Not the slave but the master of my own.. emotions..
One owner to my own gifted life..
No longer i am chained to my past...
Past is already lived.. Future is my journey
I have no interest To all my worldly preferencess.. My worldly treasure.. But..
I want to go to the place i am supposed to be.. To be the person my soul longs to be..
So...its time.. I have made my sacrifice..
For sake of my own life.. I love me first..
I was born to guide.. The lost once to life..
And i have surrounded.. Everything i had..
But its my sacrifice.. I made it with love..
Beacue Unconditional love begins within me.. To make me the better best me..
Its my farewell to you and to all..
With a greatful heart with wishes.. Gratitude and light.. To your life journey..
Everyone meets every one for a reason..
For better and for worst.. Lessons or blessings.. Its the most high decision..
Grateful for all the experience taught..
Trough the times we passed..
But this journey is mine to walk alone..
For me to find my authentic me..
I have yield and surrounded.. Once again..
My whole self in and out.. Everything i have and had..
To the unknown i am walking..
Trough darkness to the light..
I have faith and i trust in the universe..
For i am the chosen.. With everything i am..
Its my journey of healing.. Journey of transformation.. Its my soul calling..
And i am answering my previous calling..
I was born to obey from the beginning..
And its the only thing i am not willing..
And will never trade or sacrifice..
For i am love.. And i am a being of love..
With forgiveness and gratitude..
I am stepping in to the unknown..
Stepping out From my comfort zone..
I am transforming.. And i am awakening!
Dilu D Wijegunasekara on
25th of September 2022
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