I can finally breathe by Teresa zimmermann
Hello my little friend
We meet once again
Go away, leave me alone
But I'm the only one that's always home
That may be so, but I know that's not true
This can't be it, it can't just be you
Well I'm always here when your feeling down
Especially when I see you, everytime you frown
That's not ok, that's not what it is
My life isn't gonna be all but this
But it has, it's been years, you've never changed your ways
Sometimes you can't even go a couple days
Because you can't let go you can't decide
You'd rather turn to me, your afraid you hide
Because I can't seem to ever break free
Because this is what U do to me
I haven't healed or broken the curse
All Ive ever done is put you first
Now I feel lonely, lost and confused
Debating the next step it's so hard to choose
I hate it, I hate it here
I'm sick of crying the same cycled tears
Getting upset, feeling this way
Getting through life day by day
The day I snap and finally prepare
The day I just won't even care
One day I will finally leave you behind
Naw that's nice, that's sweet, that's kind
You know you will never leave my side
You and me we ride, we die
I've tried so hard, I fell so flat
Your nothing but a useless rat
If that's the case it's plain to see
If I'm going down ur coming with me
I know your not stupid, I know your so smart
wheeling you around in my side cart
Holding on not letting go
Every excuse you have for this rediculois side show
You need to dig deeper, deeper you must dig
Your getting boring after years of being my side cart chick
But it's up to you, you run your course
But if U come back to me don't show your remorse
I'll get rid of that feeling you know how I roll
Slide back down that rabbit hole
I'm tougher then you, you wait and see
Soon there won't be a you and me
You'll be a memory in my dreams
You'll be that annoying sound that stems from my screams
But I know something you would never know
Ill be the one laughing I hope you choke
Im a Taurus I'm stubborn as hell
Winning the fight, can you hear that bell
So I guess this is it I'll be nice and say goodbye
Its ok mate go ahead and cry
You thought you could go straight down the line
Generation after next pretending to be kind
While you put all your attention, into ruining my life
Making me have another of that dirty meth pipe
So distracted, overconfident you never did see
It might of taken years, but I learnt how to break free
The thing is I know you'll try n get back in
I promise you now you will never win
Copyright © Teresa Mordaunt Zimmermann | Year Posted 2024
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