I can finally breathe by Teresa zimmermann

Hello my little friend We meet once again Go away, leave me alone But I'm the only one that's always home That may be so, but I know that's not true This can't be it, it can't just be you Well I'm always here when your feeling down Especially when I see you, everytime you frown That's not ok, that's not what it is My life isn't gonna be all but this But it has, it's been years, you've never changed your ways Sometimes you can't even go a couple days Because you can't let go you can't decide You'd rather turn to me, your afraid you hide Because I can't seem to ever break free Because this is what U do to me I haven't healed or broken the curse All Ive ever done is put you first Now I feel lonely, lost and confused Debating the next step it's so hard to choose I hate it, I hate it here I'm sick of crying the same cycled tears Getting upset, feeling this way Getting through life day by day The day I snap and finally prepare The day I just won't even care One day I will finally leave you behind Naw that's nice, that's sweet, that's kind You know you will never leave my side You and me we ride, we die I've tried so hard, I fell so flat Your nothing but a useless rat If that's the case it's plain to see If I'm going down ur coming with me I know your not stupid, I know your so smart wheeling you around in my side cart Holding on not letting go Every excuse you have for this rediculois side show You need to dig deeper, deeper you must dig Your getting boring after years of being my side cart chick But it's up to you, you run your course But if U come back to me don't show your remorse I'll get rid of that feeling you know how I roll Slide back down that rabbit hole I'm tougher then you, you wait and see Soon there won't be a you and me You'll be a memory in my dreams You'll be that annoying sound that stems from my screams But I know something you would never know Ill be the one laughing I hope you choke Im a Taurus I'm stubborn as hell Winning the fight, can you hear that bell So I guess this is it I'll be nice and say goodbye Its ok mate go ahead and cry You thought you could go straight down the line Generation after next pretending to be kind While you put all your attention, into ruining my life Making me have another of that dirty meth pipe So distracted, overconfident you never did see It might of taken years, but I learnt how to break free The thing is I know you'll try n get back in I promise you now you will never win