Invisible
Trying so hard to avoid the past
Never wanting to look back
So many people want to know
Why I feel so alone
Little do they know how it feels
To look around to see
People making fun of you
It's hard to imagine
Someone like me, being a legend
at masking everything
When you walk down the street
feeling that sudden breeze
It's you walking right through me
Sometimes I even look around to see
Tons of people walking past me
My heart would then start to pound
Hoping that someone will turn around
Cause I'm craving to be found
I don't know how much more
of this pain I can take
As my heart continues to ache
My lungs filling up with hate
My eyes can't disguise the tears
that fall every time those eyes
always passing by makes me
wonder to myself If I'm still alive
For once in your life can't you
open up your eyes to see the light
I'm right beside you but
you're acting like I don't exist
I feel like if you don't see me
then will I ever be seen
or is their just nothing in me
Do you need me to scream
for you to even see me
It's hard to see the slightest bit of hope
But all you see is that on the outside
I look alright to all those people in sight
Copyright © Joanna Searle | Year Posted 2023
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