She Felt Alone
She Felt Alone
She felt alone more than ever lately. It was a new feeling. One that wasn’t always present within her. One that she honestly, wasn’t use to at all.
She felt alone lately. It made her feel weak and uninspired. It made her feel sadness and depression. She was surprised she could feel at all.
She felt alone lately. Though she has many friends in her life, the loneliness was the biggest divider. Kept her from calling and reaching out. Could they understand.
She felt alone lately. The drinking and drugs didn’t help at all, but would help forget the loneliness. And dealing with the feeling. Brought out trauma and violence.
She felt alone lately. It didn’t help that her partner left her. That her job was just a joke. That the spark she had was fading. That she was completely broke.
She felt alone lately. It made her want to disappear. Made her want to give up. It felt like life was pointless. She didn’t want to achieve anything.
She felt alone lately. It tore her heart to pieces. The thing that made it the worst, is she brought it on herself. Could she start to piece her self together, or should she just give up.
She felt alone. Not lately, but for along time.
Copyright © Torie Lancaster | Year Posted 2022
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