In Heaven Or In Hell
Sometimes, I sit and stare the wall
Sometimes, that name I just call
The name I was too fond to listen
In my eyes, the name just glistened
The name of the person, I could die for
The name of the person, I could cry for
The name which had many memories attached
I never wondered, this soon they would dispatch
The memories of me, laughing and crying
The memories of me, running and joying
The memories of those arms, having me sleep
The memories of those shoulders, having me weep
These memories make me depressed
These memories make me stressed
I cry and cry, all day all night
I know, it can never be alright
All words, for the name to be described, are less
My heart has sunken into the lake of sorrowfulness
That name is a precious gem for me
I didn't knew that person would, so soon, flee
I try and try, to ease the pain
A fallen effort of no gain
My mind is in a wandering state
I can't leave it on my fate
My feelings are a hidden mess, which can't be expressed
These feelings, hurt me and make me depressed
That name, I just think a nd cry
That name, makes me feel, I wanna die
I try harder and harder, to keep myself busy
The depression inside me, makes me feel dizzy
That name, keeps on popping up in my head
That name, makes me feel to be sooner dead
I wish that person had never died
For whom, all these years, I have cried
He took away, my happiness with him
Making my life, all blur and dim
He was my only joy and love
He flew away so fast like a dove
I wish to meet him sooner again
In heaven or in hell, with happiness or pain
My feelings are like those eyes
With corpse in front, and tear of cries
My heart is like that toy
Given all the pain, with the name of joy
I'm caged up in these imaginary bars
That person is the only thing, I wish from the falling stars
I want to be with him sooner again
In heaven or in hell, with happiness or pain
I wish to meet him sooner again
To tell him all my worries and pain
And again our friendship we will mend
In a world which will never end......
:-Aleema Siddiqui
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