She Died Alone
3 am in the morning..
Still awake..
too busy Wiping
blood off the marble floor...
tried putting myself to sleep
Listening to some happy songs...
But that moment my heart broke
The moment i realised i was all alone...
Mom knocked the door
Hearing from my room some wierd noise..
"Im fine mommy" shouted i from behind the door...
With tears dripping ,
The ones that i couldnt hold...
" got scared hearing a loud cry"she told
With relief seeing a smile i faked so bold...
5 am... still awake..
Called my friend cuz i was alone....
She didnt pick
Like i was someone unknown...
Called a few .. ones i call 'BROs'..
To see if they would respond...
Excused themselves saying
They were tired and put up a show...
6 am ... still awake...
Took a bottle of pills just to say
Its too much for me to take...
And im broken beyond repair...
6:30 am....
still waiting with love someone to say..
That they love me too the same way...
But got a little dizzy ...
7:00am still awake ....
My eyes started dimming..
But tried my best to wait...
For that someone who would make that day
A little brighter with the love they'd say...
7:30 am.. no longer awake...
Little by little started fading away...
Little by little dripping away...
I died still waiting for someone to say
" U r mine , i cant let u fade"....
That word was all i needed to stay awake.....
But poor me...i died alone and died in pain...
Copyright © Immane Shiphrah | Year Posted 2020
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