I'M Lonely
3 am night rides
Staring at the new moon and the stars in the night sky
My mind
Is in the air and I blame the element of my zodiac sign
My mind
Drifting off once again
In the clouds
Because the ground is to loud
Neurons going wild
Sending me old vids and pics
Like damn you remember this
As quickly a the memory brings the smile on my face
Envy has to step in its place
Am I wrong for being jealous of couples
Am I wrong that I no longer want to be humble
Am I wrong that when I see myself I see nothing, bit internal trouble
Am I wrong that I have a constant struggle with
My mind having, back to back conflicts with my heart
To the point where it affects my art.
And I hold back on anyone who starts
Feeling me
I don't even know where to start
Like who do I go to.
Where do I go to
So I can show someone a piece of mind
So they can show me a peace of mind
But they can't have my heart
My heart
Pumping ink in my viens
The love muscle guess that means it loves pain.
My heart pumps these signals in waves
Getting lost in old writings and old memories.
Having conflicts with my mind because it won't let anything get to me
5 am sun rise
My mind and my heart fight
One thing is for sure...
Besides finding the next memory and take flight.
They both afraid of the outcome of explaining to people what goes on within those nights
I'm lonely...
Copyright © Landon Browning | Year Posted 2018
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