Best Poems Written by Landon Browning

I'M Lonely

3 am night rides 
Staring at the new moon and the stars in the night sky 
My mind 
Is in the air and I blame the element of my zodiac sign 
My mind 
Drifting off once again 
In the clouds 
Because the ground is to loud 
Neurons going wild
Sending me old vids and pics 
Like damn you remember this
As quickly a the memory brings the smile on my face 
Envy has to step in its place 
 Am I wrong for being jealous of couples
Am I wrong that I no longer want to be humble 
Am I wrong that when I see myself I see nothing, bit internal trouble 
Am I wrong that I have a constant struggle with 
My mind having, back to back conflicts with my heart 
To the point where it affects my art. 
And I hold back on anyone who starts 
Feeling me
I don't even know where to start 
Like who do I go to.
Where do I go to 
So I can show someone a piece of mind 
So they can show me a peace of mind 
But they can't have my heart
My heart 
Pumping ink in my viens 
The love muscle guess that means it loves pain. 
My heart pumps these signals in waves 
Getting lost in old writings and old memories. 
Having conflicts with my mind because it won't let anything get to me 
5 am sun rise 
My mind and my heart fight 
One thing is for sure...
Besides finding the next memory and take flight. 

They both afraid of the outcome of explaining to people what goes on within those nights 

I'm lonely...

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