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Curse

I lived not knowing that deep depression was her rotten curse she was sitting in the back of the classroom looking kinda hurt planned it all out in my head to talk to her but nope not a blurt if you want real savings then go find a church night came party at Rodney's "yo man stop standing and go and get your flirt" loved taking pictures to show the art at work stars glistening and in the back the same girl squeezing her arms like her body hurts and little did I know that that night she was planning worse didn't really know why I should give a damn but I lied of course but not enough time to go and tell her first cause by the time I found her she was under but above the earth her body laying in the pool slipping as I got closer wondering what should I do sis please don't go shedding tears wondering where we could have been if we got rid of our issues of being separated by force because of a selfish divorce but I just want to say I miss you your dear brother -Bang

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Wishing For the Same Dream

The worst thing about having depression for so long is that I've come to like it, that at times that I want to reminisce in the sadness that kills me... that leaves me feeling buried beneath the earth gasping for the little air I have left. Cause all I really want is to see her face, the face hidden behind the yellow tape and red door that I swore I wouldn't go back to but here I am standing in a hallway with barely any light just enough to see an arm's length in front of me and a girl's figure outlined at the end. With each passing door I feel a surge like someone is using a defibrillator reaching to bring me back but all that matters is who- who waits at the end of all doors. Each door a wave of memories flood in, happiness shrouds me until I see a girl amidst the crowd and as I chase her I bump into someone only to look up at them and notice their is no face on this person. Terrified of this person I stumble backwards and bump into someone else, my heart beating faster as though it may burst I close my eyes as I turn to this person as though I was summoning courage to face them after what I had just seen... I opened slowly and it was like a blackness was sucking the very life out of me making me grow weaker. In a panic I pushed off of him sending him crashing into the crowd of people who weirdly all landed on their bellies. I stood there frozen waiting and watching as they slowly rose back up, them with their backs turned away from me twisted their heads in a slow and suspenseful horror way...revealing the truth...that everyone here is faceless. How could this memory bring me happiness, how could you not notice that everyone was faceless, then the crowd started to shift around forming a circle around me, countless people with no faces to put a name to eating away at my very existence. Once again she appeared within the crowd, an inner voice said to me "how can you trust that she is not one too", because I've seen her before somewhere else I just have to follow her to remember. Rushing door to door, feeling surge after surge, I arrive at the final red door with her standing inside it, why do you keep running when all I want is to remember you, she answers "I am something that you told yourself to forget but never allowed yourself to live without." As she turned to face me I saw a glimpse of her beauty and remembered that she was a girl that I could never have so I locked away my feelings that caused me such depression that would keep me up at nights crying myself to sleep. As I approached her the last surge hit me- breathing heavily, heart thumping aggressively I looked around me to find my parents sitting in my bed with their hands grabbing my shoulders. "It was only a dream, you're fine baby", tears running down my face along with confusion and sadness. "What was the nightmare about", they asked "I can't remember just that it was something important to me."

Copyright © Acid Rapper | Year Posted 2017

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Her Purest Form

She was like a rubex cube as he solved one part of her she would bury herself as though she didn't want to be discovered until finally he had unlocked what she had been hiding underneath it all he looked at her as she laid on the bed and revealed the most deepest parts of her that she remained embarrassed to show it was pain, fear, distrust, and hatred as he examined her body he could tell he was not her first she was raped causing her to harden her heart, tears dropped from his face onto her body she leaned up and bit his ear and said do not cry for he only broke my vessel but my heart beats only for you he tightened his grip around her spread out hands and said I will be the gate that holds all your secrets and take away your burdens and as he opened his eyes to gaze at her he saw "HER PUREST FORM".

Copyright © Acid Rapper | Year Posted 2017

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Unanswered

I'm at the end of my rope ironic cause my death was by the ends of a rope hung out with some friends lol get it hung out with my friends hanging by a rope depression, anxiety, ecstasy, and a girl named Sam are the only friends that I know I'm laughing and crying cause honestly I'm at my end and I know your mediocre x bestfriend aka the greatest slope that I know. (Ring, ring, ring) "The person you are trying to reach could not make it to the phone you can call back or leave a message shortly after the beep...beep, I'M SORRY SAM"

Copyright © Acid Rapper | Year Posted 2018

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Blank Outline

She hid within a hole inside herself that had a hole in it so when I took the picture an outline was left but never her whole image she said it's hard for her to focus and that that may be the reason why I can't capture something that's so distant a collage of close up shots taken by Kodak lenses to expose the value of the film by stepping back to get a better view of what the naked eyes missing her radiating with the sunlight making the photograph look so artistic.

Copyright © Acid Rapper | Year Posted 2018



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Calling Voicemail

The love that I felt as she went down, down deep in my soul lying with her top side on the sheets for a low she sucked me dry mentally she the biggest leech that I know she saw that I was empty inside but got depression on mind that got me half stepping and misplacing my time she took her hand and she placed it on mine rolled over on top of a cold body that's mine and stared deep in them eyes built up tears that she wept became mine closed her eyes and opened up one more time we had nothing say cause it was her and herself all that sadness she felt a dead friend and a call which translated 9-1-1 a call for some help.... to be continued

Copyright © Acid Rapper | Year Posted 2018


Book: Shattered Sighs