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this beautiful girl with a broken smile and shattered heart , nobody see the scars she wares the pain she hides she hides it so well so deep inside. She hides everything from everyone
. Nobody sees the tears she cries as she weeps in her pillow nobody knows nobody cares they dont know the fear she feels they cant feel her pain,they just dont care about the beautiful girl with the broken heart and faded smile .
Alone in a cold dark world she has not a friend around the pain she hides cuts like a knife they dont know shes falling apart cant they she has a heart
they want to shee her fall not worth their time they dont care shes alone they dont know shes alive nobody by her side no one wants to be a friend forever alone will be the girl with a melted heart and jaded smile this beautiful girl its her against the world ,shes forever alone.
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consumed by a past i cant let go
shackled by memories i wont forget
surrounded by a world i dont understand
i want them to see me i just want them to know who i am
pushed away unwanted left to sit alone wanting in
demons of the past touter me as i dream
their laughter i still hear pointing i still see
taunting i still feel
i cry out this aint fair i sit and watch from the side
as they point and snicker another wound will
never heal tears fill my soul can i ever let go
will it hurt forever
my spirit crushed so young
why they chose me i never knew
why was i their target ill never understand
to trick me is what they like most
make me the fool just to laugh
they were mean they were cruel
they left scars and did not care
was always the target never knew why
they always made me cry
will i ever let go will i hurt forever.
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A small boy tender age of seven ,never wanted for anything asked for even less. The only this this small boy required did not coast a thing it's completely free "that's right free"
This small boy looking up to his father ,wanting to be just like him (like most boys do) there was just one thing this boy wanted ,he wanted his daddy's love but his daddy would not ,could not love him as he did his other children .This little boy felt all alone his whole life .
To his daddy this little boy did not deserve daddy's love , NO instead of loving and protecting his little boy ,he teased , tormented ,abused and belittled his little boy ,the little boy he was supposed to love and protect ,he stole his innocence his childhood
The only thing this little boy wanted was to be loved but nobody loved him nobody wanted him no one had any room in their heart for him,this little boy all alone with no one to love ,no one to love him to teach and guide him he was all alone.
This little boy grew up all alone with no one to rely a defenceless boy all alone by him self only wanting his father's love but he grew up never knowing the love of his father .
Growing up he only knew hate ,anger and betrayal from his father .Hate and anger is what he learned best ,daddy never showed his son any love he grew up angry and bitter he became a man with a heart of stone .
This boy now a man ,with his own children is NOTHING like his father ,he loves his children and they love him .
He treats his children with love ,respect and kindness something he never knew as a child ,he shows his children love and loyalty he is twice the man he father ever was ,will ever hope to be.
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Oh master , my master how I bow to you
I will go anything for you
Yet you deserve nothing
Your a loyal friend
A feared enemy
Still the only one I trust
oh master , My master how I hate you
I want to let you go
But need you
Thought I could trust you
It was just lies
Still can't let you go
To play with my master
Is a game of risk
It's truth or dare
You always knew just how
To pick me up and
Let me down
I'm sick without you
And with you I'm
Worthless
You turn my brain
To mush
And warm my blood
Oh master ,my master it's time to
Say goodbye
I don't want you
Pulling my strings
Anymore
You Wil be missed
Oh master of mine
But I can no
Longer play with you
So this is goodbye .
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wisted and warped
Hanging on a dream
Listen to me scream
As I climb the walls of insanity
My mind drifts away
Inside the chaos and confusion
It rains fire and ice
Tragedy and agony
Laced with
Fear and misery
Live inside my soul
Drowning in a flood
I swim in a sea of diaster
As darkness surrounds me
I begin to dink into
Forever!
Never to return!
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the talkng clock
its late ,im alone unable to sleep
when i hear it , its the clock
its talking ,talking to me
when it talks im afraid
what does it want.
as i lay alone
just me and the loud talking clock
when it talks it echos ,echos inside my head
with every tick with evry tock
it gets louder why wont it stop
stop talking talking to me
the silent darkness scares me
its getting colder
am i awake , am i alive
can anyone but me hear the
loud talking clock.
is this fantasy is it reality
am i dreaming or is this just my delusion calling
im confused i cant tell what is real anymore
maybe i dont want to know mabey its better if i dont know
im afraid to know ,afraid not to know
the illusion of the talking clock haunts me
my reality ,my dreams
the talking clock the one that talks to me
it will always be with me it will never leave me alone
this talking clock haunts my dreams ,my reality
always and forever
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Fear, it lives in me ,or am i the on that lives in fear . Fear it is so many things to me , it is everything and it is nothing it is everywhere and it is nowhere it lurks around every corner fear it is the air that i breathe .fear has consumed me consumed my life i fear most everything i face ,i fear sleep i fear getting out of bed to face the day i
i fear love i fear hate i fear getting close to people fear being pushed away .fear has followed me most of my life it is everywhere i am i have been blinded by fear.
i fear meeting anyone new terrified they will not like me i fear losing the ones i love im always so full of fear that it hurts i am always afraid i feel fear all the time ii fear winning i fear losing i fear holding on i fear letting go i am afraid of anyone not liking me the thought of anyone wanting to get close completly terrifies me i am terrified of being alone fear has always been there right by my side fear will always be with me.
i fear who i really am the real me i am afraid of life terrified of death afraid to be seen afraid to lie terrified to tell the truth afraid to face the past terrified of who i really am i fear the world around me afraid of the dark terrified of what lurks in the shadows afraid to let the world see me they would not understand who i am .
fear has always been right by my side it will always be right there to guide ever choice every decision i ever make fear it will always influence every choice i make fear may very well be the death of me one day .
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This pain it drives me Insane
Something to kill it is what need
It breaks my will what they gave me
Mage me a zombie it did
No sense of self it left me with
Reality lost no longer myself
My will would be lost
The beast could not be contained
This pain it drives me Insane
I need to kill it break my will
Wake the beast and melt my brain
A bitter sweet love afair,
Is what I need
Something I can lose myself in
So this pain , this pain
Can no longer drive me insane
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