Lost Memories

consumed by a past i cant let go shackled by memories i wont forget surrounded by a world i dont understand i want them to see me i just want them to know who i am pushed away unwanted left to sit alone wanting in demons of the past touter me as i dream their laughter i still hear pointing i still see taunting i still feel i cry out this aint fair i sit and watch from the side as they point and snicker another wound will never heal tears fill my soul can i ever let go will it hurt forever my spirit crushed so young why they chose me i never knew why was i their target ill never understand to trick me is what they like most make me the fool just to laugh they were mean they were cruel they left scars and did not care was always the target never knew why they always made me cry will i ever let go will i hurt forever.