Fear

Fear, it lives in me ,or am i the on that lives in fear . Fear it is so many things to me , it is everything and it is nothing it is everywhere and it is nowhere it lurks around every corner fear it is the air that i breathe .fear has consumed me consumed my life i fear most everything i face ,i fear sleep i fear getting out of bed to face the day i i fear love i fear hate i fear getting close to people fear being pushed away .fear has followed me most of my life it is everywhere i am i have been blinded by fear. i fear meeting anyone new terrified they will not like me i fear losing the ones i love im always so full of fear that it hurts i am always afraid i feel fear all the time ii fear winning i fear losing i fear holding on i fear letting go i am afraid of anyone not liking me the thought of anyone wanting to get close completly terrifies me i am terrified of being alone fear has always been there right by my side fear will always be with me. i fear who i really am the real me i am afraid of life terrified of death afraid to be seen afraid to lie terrified to tell the truth afraid to face the past terrified of who i really am i fear the world around me afraid of the dark terrified of what lurks in the shadows afraid to let the world see me they would not understand who i am . fear has always been right by my side it will always be right there to guide ever choice every decision i ever make fear it will always influence every choice i make fear may very well be the death of me one day .