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I Am Myself

you think i'm wierd
just because i'm different
you think i'm odd
cause i'm not like you
you and your friends
all point and laugh
day after day 
so what do i do
i sit and i take it
as much as i can
but sometimes i wish
that someone would 
just take me by the hand
and accept me 
for who i am

cause i am myself
and thats who i'll be
always and for ever
for eternity 
and there will always be
some one on the other hand
making fun of me
with their best friend
maybe one day
i'll be able to say
just dont mess with me today

today i sat alone like usual
i tried not to fidget i tried to be normal
i thought maybe some one
would sit by me
if i was as normal as i could be
but iy never works
i just get my feelings hurt
and then i remember......

i am myslelf.

Copyright © Alysa Fdsa | Year Posted 2005



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How

how can you love
someone you hate?
how can you chose
whose to be your soulmate?

fow can two people
opposites attract?
how can good people
not want to fight back?

how can young adults
give up on their dreams so easily?
gow can kids
give up on what means so much to me?
how can someones life-long-dream 
be taken away?
fow can some one be hurt and abused
in their living enviorment and still stay?

how come they say
the only stupid question
id the one not asked?
how can one fight so hard
for one simple task?

gow can people hate and dislike
so many i love?
how can no one ever
see what i dream of?

how can you have 
such a small minded world?
cant you see?
if only i could show you
so you could see like me
gow can so mant murder
rape and kill each day?
and yet people still love,
honor and cherrich people like me?

hoe can we forget
about feelings inside?
how can people not care
about the younf ones left to cry?

how can one girl
have so many questions
in her head?
and one kid wonder
about were they'll be tomorrow night
when they lie down their head?

how can one poem
seem to last for days
and another
by the same author
only last a page?

how can one person be so tall
and yet feel so small?
how can all my questions 
be answerd in time
with out poeple thinking
i'm only here to whine?

Copyright © Alysa Fdsa | Year Posted 2005

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Happiness

to smile is not truley 
to be happy 
to laugh is not to be
just like me
to love is not
what you do 
to love is 
how i feel about you
to blink is to let
a second go by
another second of wishing
that one day
i could get away
just one moment to fly 
my dreams and thoughts
i constnantly linger with
my questions linger with
not just a sinfle myth
and dont wonder
about my happiness.

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I Relied On You

my eyes feel so heavy
my mind going numb
and for staying with you
i feel so dumb
what more can i say
about what i feel
how can this be true
how can this pain feel so real
how can these tears fall
so empty they are
how can you be so far away
when i need you to heal my heart
i relied on you
to mend my pain
i relied on you 
to help me explain
i relied on you
to love me back
and yet the onyl tihng youdid
was with you words you attack
i relied on you
to make me smart
i relied on you
to heal my heart
love me tender
and hold me close to you
i relied on you 
to help me through
i guess that goes on the long list
of stupid things i do
yeah, now it makes me lugh
to think i actually relied on you.

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True Loves Eyesight

is there something you've found
that you're hiding from me
this thing that makes you glow
your eyes now sparckle, you changed, and i can see
it's like something made you 
twenty-four-seven happy
is it something someone said
something someone did
this changed even your voice
not something easily hid
you've found a new joy
in a secret, please tell me
you seem so happy
out there for everyone to see
you float on clouds when you're walking
sound as if you've seen an angel as you're talking
it's like i'm a child 
dipping in it's foot into a body 
of water, but one foot isnt steady 
afraid to fall in and die
so i decide not to even try
yet you're way out there
swimming with the fish in the sea
and left on the grassy ground
is all alone me 
this pond is my true loves eye sight
and this girl is me
and she's quite full of fright.

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Were Are You?

if you can see a window,
that no one else can see-
then is it really there at all,
is that what they call reality?

if you see a mirror- 
that talks back to you,
then do you really see it?
is iy really true?

if you meet someone-
that changes how you see,
can you rely on them-
to help you see reality?

if they love you tender-
from the bottom of theur heart,
and they truley love you,
never want to be appart,

then why does it hurt so bad-
when they leave you cold and alone?
why is it when you cry
you always cry to go home....

were are you?

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Good Bye

dark clothes
black eyes
no one knows
why she cries

no one knows 
of her pain deep down
no one knows
what brings about her frown

you know this chick
very close indeed
for this chick you love 
and her heart you need

this one night
you couldnt help her see
she wouldnt take your hand 
when you reached out and said "come to me."

you found her lying on her back
make awful from her tears 
never knew her pain was so great
and that she'd struggled for so many fears.

but as you gently embraced
her cold,dead, limp body
your hand gently brushes agianst her face 
her sadness and pain you can still see

your eyes search for the "suicide note"
found it
and through the tears read what she wrote
"I love you babe and i promised you i'd try
but i just cant, i love you .......

.....and goodbye."

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When I Think About

when i think about
how to show my effection twards you
i think of the sunshine
green grass, and moring dew
i think about how the rain must fall
and people loving eachother through it all

when i try to explain
how my feelings arent so plain
how i could walk a million miles
just to see you smile

when i try to think about
how bad i want you to be happy
i want so much
for that to include me

when i think about
your thoughts and what you have to say
i wish i could hear them
all day and every day

when i think about our future
and if we'll be hand-in-hand
i hope the answers yes
becasue idont think i'll settle for any other man

when i think about how sad you get
and how you gave up on you and me
i think about my lonley nights
and the tears you no longer see
i think about how strong i am
abnd wonder if i'll last
i think about my life i've had
and things that follow me from my past

when i think of your love
and wonder if it's truley with me
i think abouthow every night 
i pray and hope you'll see...
see all those times i sit and think
about you and what you do
see all these nights i lay awake
thinking of nothing except you
and wondering if WE'LL make it through.

~ded. to W.R.BD.~

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Hold On

we talk about everything you can imagine and more
we're like open books for eachother to soar
we talk about our days and choices we make 
we talk about our fears and long list of mistakes
you name it we've talked about it
you think it we've said it 
i love him and he loves me
and so you ask how much better could it be
it's the miles that seperate us
time in between us
yet time nor miles 
can totaly kill true love
if he's willing to hold on
so am i 
hold omn through those nights
were i just want to cry
hold on to those days
were i think of nothing but his face
hold on to those moments
were my heart and mind soak up everything he says
every wordhe speaks is like a mile
that my heart msut travel
and in the end, 
i'll be with him
and together our futures will unravel
i'll hold on to every story, every though, every memory
untill he's here one day to be with me

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Frustration

dark mysteriouse eyes
those think i so despise
because of them i cannot see
how you deel
what is real
it's all so confusing to me

people judge your life
tell you what it is
adults say you're too young to understand
just a stupid kid

frustration fills your body
sould heart and mind
so angry at so many people 
its almost as if
you're angry all the time.

Copyright © Alysa Fdsa | Year Posted 2005

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