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Tennielle Burgess Poem
Some say I have a way with words when truly most words have their way with me
And yes, I adore them best without any tautology
Caressing my psyche causing me to purr
Evoking emotions I never knew could occur
Incredible compilations of syllables
Precisely thrown together creating the unthinkable
To surreptitiously eschew
Grammatical errors innately out of the blue
Assembling phonetic chemistry
With sudden cognizance and poetic symmetry
Incessantly pondering over euphemisms
Reprieving the malediction of diction cataclysms
Putting to rest the Z’s in any onomatopoeia
Arranging every article and particle of speech to accentuate the main idea
With exact execution of the ultimate locution in sight
I peruse, comprehend, and write with exquisite delight
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Can’t remember what you look like or even the way you smell
I’ve gazed upon many who fit the description but are any of them you, who’s to
tell?
I’ve told myself I’m over it time and again
But the feelings of abandonment nag at my soul and my aggravated spirit
cries, “Daddy, where you been?”
I’ve ran through bedrooms and barrooms hoping to receive compensation for
your debt to me
No covering over my shame and proudly wearing my badge of illegitimacy
It’s crazy
I named my son Jeddidiah
Simply because David was his father
And mine too
Then from David to Dawud
Man, I don’t even know you
But I do know that I love you
How very strange to me
That my estranged daddy
Has the ability
To evoke from me, a stranger
The most powerful of things so effortlessly, albeit I’m
angered
I was a pretty little girl, so sweet and just as good
How or why did you leave me as unprotected prey for wolves?
I don’t understand, didn’t – don’t you love your offspring?
I mean, don’t you care about the precious things,
About my happenings,
About anything that has to do with me?
Do you even remember my name?
Remember it was me that you potty trained
Now think back to that day you left us in the rain
In front of my aunt’s house over on Paine
Nobody was home that day so we just sat on the stoop getting drenched by the
shame
My mother barely seventeen, us loving you in vain
There have been stepfathers who abused
And many years later, men that have used and thrown me away like refuse
And I prayed and begged to be rescued by you
But it’s all been of no use
I suppose I could go on for a lifetime
And still never find
The ultimate locution to express my hurt over this matter
And even though I was constructed from half your matter
You’ll probably never read this anyway, so what I write really doesn’t matter
But just in case mere happenstance causes you to peruse the configurations of
my pen
I need you to know that over the years I’ve needed you and to my chagrin
It has truly been
A reverberating sin
That your oldest daughter has never known where in the hell you’ve been
Daddy, where you been?
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Living lies thus multiply then divide the mind’s eye of their owners
Surreptitiously increasing, they’re distinctively releasing noxious toxins within
their donors
To their chagrin,
Fear lives within
An augmented, exclusively demented, overtly invented place of internal judgment
Finding rejuvenation, removing the devastation, but never full restoration of the
broken covenant
Pensively stained with much disdain, yet clearly aimed, aching hearts will tell a
story
They importune mankind,
And swear of truths with double sides,
And hang the noose between the lines
Much of which is the lore of we.
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When I tell you I love you, you never say a thing
You have no idea how much that scares me
See, most brothas’ don’t want a commitment
And us sistas’ we seem so down with it
And I just realized
For the very first time
That all I ever wanted was a dude like you
Yeah, just like you
I tried to protest and stop this from happening
I even told you, now here I am again
I find you speaking to me at times
And yes I realize
That I am in a trance,
A deep dazed consciousness
And I’m thinking about this thing
And I’m wondering, are you at all in love with me
But perhaps since you’ve not said those words
In which I would never try to coerce
That you’re not in love with me at all
And we’re just friends and I’ve got a lot of gall
And a whole lot of nerve to ever even fall
Hopelessly and madly in love with you man
You see I’ve got a bunch of bags
Albeit, without your love I’m truly sad
However you’re cool to have around
So yes, I am one of those sistas’ that continues to be down
No commitment
I’m wit’ it
Just let me breathe your air
And occasionally into your eyes stare
And though you never say it’s with me that you’re in love
I often sit and ponder over whether or not those words will ever come
I used to have 99 problems and a dude wasn’t one
But since I met you, you’ve become most of ‘em
Damn, Why I gotta’ love, I wish I could only like
Be happy with the minimal and the sex all night
But that’s not the case and we’re dealing with reality
Though, the idea of you not being in love with me has got me feeling melancholy
So from here on out
I’ll keep my love in my mouth
Mind my L’s and my V’s
And I’ll just have to sustain the lovely bliss of being in love with me.
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Oh, do you miss being kissed?
Do you secretly reminisce over that lovely, sweet wetness?
The way tongues intermingling
Cause a deep, very much-needed inner tingling
Mmm, an insatiable necessity
Is the lack thereof beginning to agitate thee?
That soft fullness that evokes beautiful passion
If only love allotted even a ration of a fraction
Then your heart would not be forced to depend upon fantasies so intense
Of your lover blessing you with a deliciously tantalizing, hungry, wet kiss
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Discouraged I buckle & fall
Without an inkling of how to rise
But Holy Spirit is there after all
You see my Father He hears my cries
Though I was weak I continued to pray
Feeling so lost I hated this life
Oh help me Jah was all I could say
My spirit sick knew only strife
And of course I would feel lost
In a world that's not for me
Beaten down & constantly tossed
Amongst wolves when I am a sheep
Then my Savior He calls my name
Prodding me back to His fold
He lifts me up & heals my pain
Was incomplete but now I'm whole
Peace Be Still
I silently prayed & the madness all ceased
Peace Be Still
He lifted me up & blessed me with His Peace
And I don't know why
Can't describe
See words are not enough
All I know is with His love and His wisdom
He got me through when life's been rough
And just know that there were times when I thought that He'd abandoned me
Oh so weak all I could say was Jah please help me
And then He taught me peace
Peace Be Still
I silently prayed & the madness all ceased
Peace Be Still
He lifted me up & blessed me with His Peace
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