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My Wolf

How am I supposed to say no, when my body is screaming at me to let him do everything he wants, no questions, no hesitation? 
He touches me or kisses me and electric shocks roll through my entire body and consume me. 

With him It's just such an intensity of a feeling I've never experienced before with anyone. 
It's his presence, passion and ability to lead the emotional availability at that moment all mixed into one. 

It's not rushed most times, but I'm always excited to rush into it.
There is no self-consciousness anymore… Just pure, in the moment ecstasy. It's the way he has unraveled me and all of my insecurities... I feel safe. I can surrender so deeply to the feelings of pleasure and I know I can trust him with my body completely

My heart, on the other hand, won’t stop warning me that I’m just going to get hurt again.
It will be my own fault. 
After all, nothing in his confession indicates love or a relationship. 
He’s not giving me false promises, despite knowing my romantic feelings towards him. I respect the honesty, even as I struggle with what’s the smart thing to do. 

The smart thing would be to have never let myself get in this situation in the first place because this man has so much power over my fragile heart now, and I know that he knows it. But I’m not always a smart girl, and I find myself nodding, pulled toward him by a force I can’t deny.

"I want to shatter you"

"You already have"


I have to admit, something else in me wants to prove I am a doer, not just a thinker. The way he reads me so easily is galling. My passivity, fear and shyness has been crippling in the past, and I continue to try to work on it. 
With one short conversation, he's stripped all of that away and revealed who I am deep down inside. The person I want to pretend like I left behind but I didn’t. She’s still there in me bubbling just below the surface hidding behind the mask I wear to hide my obvious feelings..

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Illusions

The sun shines on the clear still water, it beams off the beautiful ceder trees that surround me.
I watch the illusion of diamond's dance around the lake and water's edge.  
I drive this long road alone beside the riverbed and wonder where it will take me..

This lost and distressed soul trapped inside me stirs.
I'm looking for something I can feel, something that I've lost and I've yet to rediscover in this tainted world. 

It's so full of greed, manipulation and need to step on others to get ahead.
This inner corruption of our souls will be the death of us, it will eat us alive and I don't want to die in such destruction...

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The Wolf's True Existence

You've shattered any beauty that might have still existed, that might have been left.
I've faded into you
Your touch lingers on my skin
I'm feeling tainted by you

It's all been destroyed with your words
You still chase me
Do you want me?

Your hands close around my throat
Leaving me breathless
I gasp for the tiny amount of air;
you allow me to have

I feel wanted but only for my sexuality
Maybe the idea of me..
Was being with me an escape for you?

Will I drown in this?
This wondering seems endless
Time is limitless
Letting go is right

Spring moves in pushing out the coldness I've been feeling, I'm wandering in the deep woods of my mind. I push through the thick, thick trees and brush.

I'm lost trying to find the last piece of you, the last piece of me. I realize that maybe it doesn't exist..
Maybe the wolf never did..

As I stand in the clearing where I first saw him.
I stare at the full moon.
I've come to see a few things more clearly.

When he came for me I knew I was in trouble.
I knew It would be the death of the last remaining beauty inside of me.

I heard him howl
So alpha
So powerful and primal
It was something I needed
Something I was missing

I was the prey but I made it this way.
He chased me to that clearing and as I stood there on the edge ready to jump for him the sick realization hit me..

I needed to wake up
It was all a dream
The wolf never existed..
He was just a figment of my imagination that I dreamt up to help cover up my loneliness.

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Love Is Death

The wolf. 
                      The serpent.
                        Tempt me.
                 Leave me undone.

A kiss that brings me to my knees.
Destroying me completely everytime. 
Shatter my world and put the peices back together in a new way. 

The wolf in sheeps clothing has come to take me, tricking me with sly movements. 
Mesmerizing me with a twisted dance.  

I'm enthralled by the lights but it's all an illusion. 

Trying to tame me might be the death of you..
                       I fear death. 
                  True love is death. 
                 Loneliness is worse. 

So I sit here and await for true love to find me and kill me...

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The Wolf Pt:1

You are my wolf
My serpent

The cloud blankets the sky, the sick realization that my vocabulary has run dry, nothing left to say..

My words vanished with the hollowness and drop to the ground with the thick density of the now stagnant air encircling me, trapping my very being from evolving.

I can't breathe, the air is too thick, it clings to my lungs not allowing me to exhale. 
I'm suffocating and watching it happen again and again from the outside.

Exhale... Inhale..

A breath, breathing.. Inhale, exhale.
it feels irrelevant now.
I suck dry the energy of everything around me and what do I give back?

Nothingness.
Like the place I am in now,
I cease to exist on this plain and I find myself thrust into another and fastened to it's very core.
This is where I will sit for eternity to face my demons that now dance before me..

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Secrets

Will one day my voice be silenced? 
One day I will cease to exist..

I keep my secrets to myself now, I should no longer share the inner workings of my mind
I’ll keep them hidden away in a dark room, I lock that door and walk away…

I step into the light and feel it’s warmth on my skin for the first time in years
I feel involuntary tears fall down my cheeks, tasting the saltiness of each one on my lips as I realize the true beauty of what I am truly looking at 

I walk into a world full of vivid colours, so dream like I almost don’t believe it could be real to me 
Living in the dark for so long will do strange things to your soul, taint you in ways someone from your world could never fully comprehend

Knowing me this way, knowing some of this can you really stand there looking at me?
I’m naked and exposed for this new world to see, can you stand there still and tell me you love me…

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Silhouette

Sit down

Do you feel? 

Are you there? 

Pull this bullet out of me
I can't take the pain anymore, it digs itself deeper into me everyday.  

Who put it there?

I'll leave you, bleed you dry like was done to me, it's all I know, all I'll ever know. 

I'm only closer to the light when you pull the death and darkness out of me, but I can't stomach the feelings it brings flooding in all at once. 

The jokes on me, this can't be cured, can't be fixed. 

My paradise is so different than yours, paradise for me is somewhere in my thoughts indefinitely. 

I like it there 

I am comfortable 

I am safe in my thoughts from reality

No I do not feel 

I'm scared to 

I pull myself away from you and into myself more daily, into my distorted and twisted thoughts. 

Sometimes I do cry internally but not because I feel

It is out if desperation and longing to be what you need, what you want me to be.

I know I cannot be

The woman I know I can't be for you, the one I maybe once was but has been lost and cannot ever be found. 

So far down

I'm lost in the deepest ocean

Too far gone now from your first vision of me, the girl you saw before just the silhouette of myself became a reality.

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Continual

Laying in a foreign bed, I can't sleep. 
Thoughts swirl inside my head that I can't quite shake. 

I find them all hard to control, pacing like a caged animal through them all. 

One by one they flash behind my eyelids and play like an old movie, each tormenting scene play's in slow motion before moving on to the next. 

This whole thing on a continual loop. 
I'm here now unable to open my eyes paralyzed by fear and trapped in the torment that I feel now consumes me from within...

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Puppet

Puppet:

Undress me 
Standing naked before you, what do you see?
Is it the same as me.. 
Do you hate me as much as I do? 

I stare at myself in the mirror and I hate my reflection. 

                Fog fills the room. 
                      Right hand
                         Palm up
                  Smear the image

Now I don't speak in the physical sense keep that in mind. 

I speak about the beast that hides within. 
He plays my emotions and thoughts. 
                        
                       I am a slave
              A puppet to the master
                   I have no control
                    There is no end 

The mind numbing pain is endless and eternal. 
    Death is something we all cannot escape
             How will you choose to live?

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Trapped

The wind howls at my back
It wraps it's self around me, envelopes me.

The sky still has a slight hue of light blue as the sun hangs on to the horizon. 
One lone star holds high in the sky. 

I watch it shimmer.. 
I'm distracted by it's beauty. 

The loneliness of the night falls on me
Not a soul around close to my own. 
                           
                                   I'm drifting

Lightning flashes in the distance along the tops of the hills
They act as a tunnel for the sound of thunder as it rolls over them

I suddenly hear a women scream and before I can register what is happening I realize it's me.

His hands wrap around my throat from behind..
                              I'm trapped...