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Secret Lover

"Secret Lover"

Fight to live and never stop,
Give it hell till the casket drops,
Break these chains and find my self, 
Shake this habit for my health,
Don't believe him when he lies,
Bitter sweetness my demise,
On my arms he leaves his mark,
Peaceful chaos in the dark,
Silent assassins claims another,
Innocent tears missing their mother,
Stolen away like a thief in the night,
Oblivious numbness fades into light,
Addicted to the peace found in the pain,
Kept in secret and Hidden in shame,
 I fill the sting I see red cough and drift away,                     
Like a fool I chase this dragon though I need to slay,
With every kiss he steals some life taking from me breath,
Temptation whispers in my ear lies of a beautiful death,
I beg him To go but he knows Im lying, 
Tainted is his love killing its certain I'm dying,
Every move he makes always in silence, 
Im a wiling victim of his domestic violence, 
Realization of illusion my distorted reality,
Sociopathic addiction and forgotten Fatality, 
At first I believed him guess just blind ignorance,  
Now Searching for his presence found in a rinse,
On a mission to escape although its imprisoned relief, 
Aware of true intentions and recognized is this Greif, 
Press on to the finish and beat these odds,
Memories soon to fade of a junkies' nods,
Stay strong and endure this rough weather, 
For myself for my little ones gotta do better,
No EPO to keep him at bay,
Left with my thoughts so on my knees I pray,
Turn to God this time and really try,
Make a choice to live and not to die,
I must face him this monster that haunts,
Lingering In the shadows I hear his taunts,
I call him hank but he has many,
Call him what you will his names are plenty,
He is the one who takes my soul, 
In truth he bought it some time ago, 
The one that takes but doesn’t give, 
The most feared predator to date to live,
Addiction shows to me no mercy,
Craving just a taste unquenched left thirsty,
Ill get it right I'll win this battle ill shine, 
And keep on fighting this fight,
that wasn’t ever meant to be mine.

                       -amber smith

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Manifest

What I want is a love that is envied by others,
Best friends, partners, soul mates also were lovers
I want his heart and I'll keep it in my pocket,
He will have the keys to mine and won't forget to lock it,
He will always know just what to say, 
And how to make me smile after I've had a bad day
Baby me when I'm not feeling well, and never complain,
Know exactly what to do when I'm acting insane
Tell me I'm right even when I'm wrong 
Listen to me vent no matter how long,
He will always have my back with no questions asked 
Know all of my secrets and everything in my past
My kids are gonna think that he is the best
This special love is magic its better then all the rest
We will be a team the two of us together,
Thru our trials and triumphs our love will never whether,
He will always speak to me gently and kind, 
And will actually care about what's on my mind, 
He holds me up and I hold him down 
He is my king togeatger we share this crown
He tell me how im beautiful and calls me his dime
He treats me like his best friend and I treat him like mine
I know this all seems a little to perfect 
I'm not gonna settle for less, I deserve it!

-Amber Smith

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The Guilty

My soul crys out for the love denied and  secrets untold,
Awaiting in solitude these chains of loneliness in bondage they hold,
My heart great how it aches in a constant agony, 
Regretted yesterdays still haunt Unforgiving blasphemy,  
My spirit discontent robbed left restless  the cradle now still,
Unpicked babies'breath the antidote that time will heal,
I counted to seven then took a deep breath,
Harshness in numbers realness is death,
Addicted to the numbness with intentions to change,
My plans interrupted and sickness arranged,
On the floor sweating as detox unfolds,
Unaware is the child ill not get to hold,
As the days go on and we drift apart,
Broken an understatement your little heart,
Good intentions have no meaning no acknowledgement this time, 
No forgiveness will I receive for this unspoken crime
Guilt is my vail innocents lost in vain,
Im left with no words only my shame,
As though under Quarantine kept locked away,
Hidden in darkness no light from the day,
In this casket lonely but not alone I lie,
unforgotten unfairly and never to cry,
Sweetness taken but also givin in silence,
Lullabies that echo murderous violence,  
As though under a spell awaiting a true lovers kiss,
In Catatonic stillness my unborn they  wont even miss,
This pain that I feel has me immobilized and wanting to leave,
Entangled beloved in this web woven each beat does it weave,
Warmth takes over crimson lips of a lover,
Gone away forever sins beneath the cover,
Winter ends and the the snow surly will melt,
Just as days alone must fade and love again be felt,
Left alone abandoned by love and by life,
Empty my womb now no need to wife,  
No more tears i decided unknowing though know,
In our perfect time will be joined together in soul,
My son I named you an hour before eight,
Forgive me for loving you moments to late,

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My Little Girl

My Daughter Breezy Baby

Breezy baby your my little girl 
Your my best friend and my whole world
You are my oldest my first born child
Your spirit untamed its beautiful and wild 
You remind me of a mustang roaming the planes
My little hippie you dance in the rain
Amazing me with how alike we are
Regardless of distance no matter how far
So wise beyond your years is your old soul
The things you understand and the things you know
I swear its Crazy how much we are the same
Sagittarius born fire signs blazing our flame
You are the mirror image I see looking back
Antiqued reflection and beginning to crack
A diamond in the rough I guess you could say
With so much purpose as you make your way
Your guard always up always ready to fight
You race with the eagles gracefull in flight 
Hard to keep up with and harder to match
Impossible to break and unlikely to catch
No trust do you give no ill motives gone unseen
Observing intentions and daring to dream
Competitive is your nature to stubborn to lose 
To see from your eyes how different your views 
You've always gone against the grain
No rhyme or reason and nothing to gain
You swim against the current and face to the wind 
A tree will even break if it don't learn to bend 
So majestic and free your spirit seems to soar
Expecting only earth and wanting no more
My Farrell baby I love you beyond any measure
Our precious moments in my heart do I treasure
I know that your hurting and your not sure why
Put your hand on your heart when you begin to cry
That's where I'll be just remember im near
I know the pain cause I've she'd the same tear
Be strong like you are it's the meaning of your name
Stay free for your momma and never let them tame
Breezy baby I wrote this poem special just for you only
Read it at those times when you're missing me and feeling lonely
My daughter know I love you know I cherish your very existence
Know that time nor space nor any thing can change my love for you not even distance
Im closer then you know I swear that much is true
Someday you will understand why I do the things I do
I will always be your momma and you will always be my heart
Someday will be together again and never again will part. 

           -Your momma Amber Smith
                Happy Mother's Day 2017

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I Am

"I Am"

I am a sweet girl with big dreams, 
A diamond in the rough that gleams.
A princess looking for a knight,
A child of the light.
A single mother of three
A spirit that's free,
I am the realist, I'm never new
A lady that’s forever true
A girl with a past
Someone that’s never last
I am chains that were broken 
Honest but outspoken
I am strong like armon hammer
By my government im known as Amber,
I am a flower in a field 
A soul that's been heald 
I am a heart that beats
Always playing for keeps
I am someone's closest someone's fam
To those who didn't know this is 
Who I Am
.          
  -Amber Smith

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Beyond the Shadows

Death it comes and it seems is nothing to fear,
Although we mourn our loved ones and wish them near,
Fading into the distance are memories from the past,
Leaving nothing behind because nothing does last
Until my time is up I'll be here looking for where my lost might be found,
I know to search in the places not thought of and far from in the ground,
Those that I love gone before me I hear there whispers in the trees, 
Forgotten about like the wishes of a thousand dandelions blown into the breeze
Existing only as though in an uncertain desert mirage 
To a place that seems Hidden beneath enchanted camouflage
As thought In a sort of magical slumber
Again we will meet our time here only numbered
living in these far off places that can't possibly exists 
In the stillness of night just beyond the foggy mist
That's where the magic exists where it will always be found
In day dreams and fantasies and every echoing sound,
In these places lies magic and mystery and every departed soul
Awaiting in these places that no one dare to ever go
Look for them in the ripples created after the skipping of a stone,
Or in those Smokey traces in the sky after a jet has just flown 
And In puddles after a good rain there it will be I promise it will
And as the sun begins to set when everything becomes so still,
When the shadows come out from hiding as dusk begins to set
never fool yourself of these things they are you can bet
Be aware of the magic that surrounds you and you'll be that much closer,
You'll begin to understand and maybe gain closure
Existing only where it couldn't exist at all,
At the end of a rainbow wherever it may fall,
In the glittering of the dew left on webs in early mornings gleam
And once night falls in every happy childhood like dream
Lingering in the most of unthinkable places is exactly where to look
Like In the words of the pages of an unwritten book
But though you may doubt that this much is true, 
Left behind each word is an awaiting clue
In the fallen tears of those mourning someone who has past,
I don't know how I know but still I do, we part, but never apart do we last
The proof is in the dark night sky whenever a star shoots across in awe
The magic is here and so are they that's gone but not ever really gone at all,
Just believe me when I tell you that your weeping will end
Because as I've said before nothing last my friend.
So when you begin to cry and miss them that's at rest
Remember the magic that's awaiting and know your surely blessed.

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Still Born

I never seen your smile
 I never heard your cry,
You where here only for a moment,
 and only God knows why.

A piece of me you took with you
  on that tragic day,
In pieces I am left
  because you could not stay.

A thousand are in memories 
  that we will never make,
Until we meet again
  at that golden gate.

Sweet little one 
  how dearly you are loved,
Your eyes open for the first time
  in heaven that's above.

I'll never get to hold you 
  or kiss your precious cheek,
I'll never get the chance 
  to sing you fast to sleep. 

All these things without a reason 
  are stolen from me,
Left unanswered are my prayers,
  and unheard is my plea.

I long to smell you sweetness 
  and gaze upon your face,
To hold you near to my heart 
  in a motherly embrace.
 
I weep without comfort 
 for the baby born so still,
How silently you came and went 
  you presents I long to feel.

Your tiny kicks 
  are all the memory that’s left behind,
The thought of you at peace
  I now try to find.

 Sweet baby you are thought of daily
   and missed beyond all measure, 
You are my precious little one
   your memory forever treasured.

Countless is the number
  for all these tears I've shed,
So much left unfinished 
 and all the words unsaid.

My little daughter 
  until we meet once again 
  until I hold you near,
I can't say good bye 
  it’s much to hard to bear.

One day I'll cover you with kisses 
 and show you so much love,
To quickly your wings were ready 
  my perfect little dove.

My Dear little one 
  I loved you in this life
  and in death I love you still,
In my heart you hold a place
  that no other could ever fill.

I carried you every moment of your life
  and ill love you every second of mine,
Together again will meet 
  only god knows when it's time.

Still born
but still you were born in deed,
Ill never forget you existed,
and that’s a certainty.

Dedicated to Baby Harper  02/23/17

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The spoon in my room

I keep my spoon hidden in a room where I sleep,
I’m a monster in hiding, a wolf among sheep.
The needle she calls me at all hours of the night,
to come do her biding. See It’s her I can’t fight.
She tells me she’s sorry for the pain she inflicts, 
her kiss of addiction is what’s keeping me sick.
A fist full of medicine, a heart full of pain, spoon full of fantasy I shove in my veins.
Lost hope of my family, they see I’m a slave, 
a soul that’s been traded for a life they can’t save.
A painful reminder these scars on my arms,
The map to my prison that’s done so much harm. 
Tied off and tied up, searching for bliss,
a second reminder like the pain of a miss.
Quiet desperation the loss of my dreams,
The fact only a junkie could know what I mean.
In my mind sometimes I go back to my room,
Where I traded my life for what’s in the spoon