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Keylee Yanez Poem
Black cat
Why do you hide in the shadows?
I see your tired , yet calm.
Do you not fear your life?
Are you too drowned in your sorrows?
I see the lack of faith in tomorrow.
Black cat
Your skin so rough.
I see your coat is not
As shiny as it was.
Deep in your stare from afar
I saw the dispare
Yet you continue to run.
You come back though
Everyday.
You come to my sacred garden,
My healing space.
I know you find comfort in me.
Although your scared.
I understand you deeply.
Black cat
I don't know you all that well.
In me I promise a friend,
I am always there.
Black cat
I see your wisdom
& Your love of life still.
Even if you live your last moment hopeless.
I will always care.
Copyright © Keylee Yanez | Year Posted 2016
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"I hate you" I said.
"I feel the complete opposite." He replied.
That's how he won my heart. Well atleast a piece of. He had won me over for a minute now. He knew how life was going and after a good hour of catching up. He knew how my ex was after me again. He knew I was dating, trying to expand my horizons. He knew how my baby daddy had "the cards on the table." According to my ex , it was technically up to me to decide if we got back or not. But the moment he said "I throw my joker card on the table" that boy took my heart and stole it. I love him. I don't know how it happened but it happened. Although I wanted out this circle I loved him. I must have in my past atleast. Or maybe my future. Pero lo amo.
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Lesson learned from all angles.
The truth could be found on this piece of paper
Stand up and look at yourself
The reflection is clear but everything around you
Is dead.
The world seems different from some one else's perspective
I randomly think of others perspective.
Lost in my mind now and not in this life
I lost my mind
Or maybe I just cry from what's inside.
Confusion. Illusions.
Seeing is believing.
My soul wants to do more but my body keeps retrieving.
Breathe kid because it all could be a dream.
Or is this reality really my reality ?
I stop to think,I over whelm my brain.
I can't even explain to myself.
Is it all a game?
That's what this is, all a game.
Because we choose the pieces to move
And then complain when we start to loose it.
How could I be mad at the fact that
You were the one to mess up
When I wasnt even paying attention.?
How could I be mad at the fact that
You were the one who got played to begin with?
I can't blame and deny any thing in my life any more.
Even when the skies burn in flames,
The love that runs thru my veins
Will flow with rage
The rage to love better, do better, live better.
I have the power to stop this cycle.
I have the power to destroy it like a cyclone.
I have the strength to move on
Even if this energy is too strong.
I can feel it and I can see it.
No longer blinded by minor things in society.
I now believe that I could breathe.
The truth is I am the realest
My emotions, my thoughts
You could feel it.
You can see it if you only try.
Adjust your mind and things come in due time
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Let go of the past.
You will see
How you grow up fast.
The future is present
Remove the negativity
Remember that
This could be your reality
Mention your fears to no man
Hide your happiness
Until you can trust again.
Maybe even beyond that
Don't be scared child because it is time to let go
Don't fear your reflection
Don't you see how much you have grown
Your body has gone thru hell and back
Your soul has hurt, loved and laughed.
Breathe deep and breathe it all in
The smells of this earth
Hear the laughter of your kin
Look at the soil around you
Although it looks filthy and dry
When you touch it
Hear mother nature cry
Because she feels your sorrow within
Feel that energy in your soul
Let it fuel your fire
Devote yourself to your own
Your own thoughts
Your own growth
You can conquer even the darkest hour
Because you control
The absence of color.
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Moments I think of you and feel something new.
My head plays back conversations we had
My soul feels renewed
My third eye feels awaken
I feel like there is no mistaking
This new thing I feel inside
It's not lust or love
Admiration of the person, who you are
Mad respect for the person, I care
I see you in this new perspective
In this new light
I realize your not the person
I thought you were inside
I see a whole new you
And you make me want to be better
Self encouragement
Yet it's more like you make me encouraged
A life I thought I could never live
Full of optimism and kindness
I wonder sometimes why our paths switched
But I realize it's cause we weren't perfect
We still aren't,but it's funny now
Self love is what I wanted
I feel like I achieved it now
And now I just want a companion I can laugh with
A partner to spend my life with
But I know we aren't ready
And we should keep this ship steady
One day I feel like you could relate
But maybe by then it'll be a little late.
I feel like I should speak out and conversate
Have a conversation maybe you would investigate
Maybe you could share what's in your mind.
And if in the end we don't see eye to eye
I'll die easy knowing that I tried.
And I'll still feel the way I feel inside
Because regardless this feeling is a feeling I'll share with you all my life.
Don't be scared to break me
Because I've been broken before
I can over come from it
And it'll help me grow
But I feel it inside.
Universe knows I'm going to try.
I just hope you understand friend
That I'm going to ride and die
It's just the person I am
I hope you realize.
What I feel inside.
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This is my last straw.
My last bit of strength.
I gave y'all my all,
And yall took my last breath.
I open myself to you.
All I feel is regret.
My fight has ran out.
My faith continued on.
Even with my last walk,
You took it all.
When I say no,
You hear yes
No self control.
Yet I control the time.
Manipulate my mind,
It's what you are trying to find.
A way into my soul.
A way into my life.
My trust is low.
My self esteem at an all time high.
Even with the changes, you continue to ruin my life.
I will no longer be naive.
I will no longer be weak.
Try all you can, but you cannot break Keylee.
No matter how much my temple crumbled.
My soul continues to rise.
Your all dogs to me.
From the most innocent seed,
To the most evil demon.
You take, take, take.
Never give.
I gave each of you a piece of me,
A mistake still that I for see.
The difference between you and me
Is that I will grow from the concrete.
My stem will be as thick as steel.
My thorns will make you bleed.
I'm taking what's mine
I'll take your last breath.
Untill I no longer see you breathe..
With that last step .
You will fall and ruin your life
With that last breath,
I will take all of your ideals.
All of your ideas of manipulation.
This is what you made.
What you created.
My life will not be on your time frame.
It will no longer be dated.
Die in miserry.
Because in the end
I will live free.
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As I drew back
I'm being drawn back again
I told my self I wouldn't trust
But I keep playing my own lie games
Like the Olympics
I ran with the torch
I should have known
That playing with fire
I could possibly get burned
The reason why it cross my mind
Couldn't be clearer
I look at myself in the mirror
And once again the lights got dimmer
I was starting to do good again
I even wrote my emotions with the pen
My questions where all in my mind
My lungs filled
With more toxic lies
My mind cant process emotions
When I'm nose blind
The sense that I cannot taste anything
With my eyes
How can I feel?
When ears can't even cry?
I'm hypnotized but by who?
There isn't much a woman could do
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I felt my thoughts screaming
I knew it had to be the reason
Your demons come to haunt me
The same demons I'm always feenin'
It's not the time and place
I keep thinking
I'm too awake for this..
My heart aches a symptom
Of the lack of strength
That I face because my hormones
Are not the same
My body fights with my emotional state
I want to meditate but my head is
Just to weak for this ish
But I know I'm stronger than this..
I keep fighting the negative thoughts
With the positive ideas that maybe
We aren't ideal for not even a friendship
My head feels like
I'm super unfocused
I can't even think of my future
With out thinking of killing myself
Or probably destroying everything that has
Hurt me
Because I'm broken..
I was doing so good fixing myself until I noticed
That I was truly just hurting myself
I get pissed off that I can't control it
Then I have a mental breakdown and
It's when I notice
That I have a home and a life and people
Who truly care about my feelings
Iam here worried about the one niqa that broke me
When did it become unnoticed
Or simply I made it unnoted...
I ask for guidance from my angels
They just stare at me like
Like the girl in the memes
The one with her hand out looking real
Dumbfounded by the idea that
I'm even crying
I could be a child of the indigo but
I'm too worried about miniscule ideas
Feelings too tiny to even hurt a fly
I need to stop and breathe
I'm too creative and too precious to die.
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I'm listening but I can't hear.
My mind is taken over,
By nothing but fears.
I open my eyes but I can't see,
Because love can blind anything.
Everything I do is humble.
My mistakes though
Keep making me tumble.
Until that moment my eyes were warm.
Now they are frozen
Because this world is so cold.
Shatter, like glass was the only way.
The moment you walked,
I could no longer stay.
My soul finally awakened.
I realized my mistakes are no more
My mind full of peace, my heart full of stones.
Although I could never love again.
I wish every one around me,
Nothing but the best.
No longer deaf, no longer scared
No longer blinded, I approach the end.
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I guess it was the moon
The gravitational pull came too soon
I felt like the world was doomed
Everyone in a chaotic state
The mind state of the apes
Not even then the animal within
Could be tamed
Vices of the charts
Violence off the walls
I stare at people in disbelief
How could you be so naive
How could you be so weak
You do not stand up to anyone
Generations before me stood up to no one
Now we have to run into brick walls
Before we see our country fall
How could we be this way
How were we raised
When your mindset seems to come from dirt
I guess cause that's were we came from , dirt
Money is the anthem but do you even know our anthem?
How could you be proud to be free
When you don't even know how we were freed?
But are we really free because
I see us all on our knees
Bowing in defeat
Because the generations before us couldn't speak
Fear is your poison
Lies always feeds the need
They cunfuse themselves with faith and hope
From the poison they drink
But how could you change the mindset of some one who has been drugged
Makes me burn inside
Because all I see around me is lack of communication
Lack of love
I rather be on the other side
Of the astral plane
Because anything seems better than this reality I claim
I want to see change
So you speak but do no change
Because of the poison called fear
Open your mind, let it be clear
Ignorance is bliss
The mind set of the Kings
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