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Flower Demon Poem
His touch I crave as the man I truly love is so far from me.
His mind I simply adore
He gives me something I've never truly knew I could feel
I crave his touch as I lie awake thinking of all the messages we have shared.
I adore someone in the UK
Only to be afraid of losing the one I feel I need
I crave his smile but only now have I felt so amazed with it
I crave him but I'm afraid to admit it to him
Before he wakes It's only 3 in the morning where I am
Craving his love
For him and only him
To admit my fear of love wasn't scary
To see the stars in his eyes, would simply blow my mind
To lie next to him is something I look forward to doing
To have love is simply terrifying
Copyright © Flower Demon | Year Posted 2016
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Flower Demon Poem
Cold though it is not cold
Cold because his arms aren't around me
I feel cold but it's not even cold here
The air is warm though my skin and I do not feel the warm air
Seeing the sky fade to dark blue with a moon so bright and pale
It's the perfect night for couples
But my king is not next to me
Cold nights for me until the night my love comes to make me feel the heat i'm missing
Words have yet to be spoken
Winds have come but to me they are no longer warm
So tonight I remain to freeze
As every one is warmer then I
Copyright © Flower Demon | Year Posted 2016
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Flower Demon Poem
You live so far from me...
My heart doesn't know the distance just love
In London you are with more money since all you are is some rich kid
Falling for the insurance boy was such a fairytale
His last name Knight.
London has been so good to me
Here look at the I love you's
Do insurance company's have heart insurance to guarantee my heart wont get broken?
Ironic right?
No not really...
Falling for the insurance boy..
Who's father is the owner of the company.
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Flower Demon Poem
The day I died, you looked happier then the day I was alive.
I wonder how you felt...
The day I died, I left my suicide note on your door.
I knew you wouldn't even read it.
Honestly it kills me to see you happy with that girl beneath the sheets.
I wish I wasn't dead
I wish I could take it back
I wanted to make love to the poet you were
The day I died.
Did you happen to see the signs I was unwell?
I see you live your life in pain as well
I know how it feels
I knew how it felt
The day I died
You found my body bare between those sheets with a rose properly meant for some other girl you claimed to love.
I wish you luck
I wish you no pain
I wish you well
I reread that poem you left for me
I seen that inbetween you screamed
Your blood was splattered upon this page
The day I died
The time you wished upon my skin as if it was magic
The moment I couldn't breathe my mind suffered thinking about you
The day I died
I saw you look at the crinkle under my eye
You knew it wasn't from age
You knew it was from crying over you
The day I died
I heard you whisper
I heard you admit
I heard you through the wind
You whispered the things I knew were true
The day I died
I hated myself
I hated love
I never felt love
I felt pain
The day I died
A kiss of death
A smile traded for us
A laugh from the devil
A grin from god
A snarl from the angel
The day I died
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Flower Demon Poem
Love doesn't run.
Love stumbles through like the drunk old man in the street.
Love is slow like the crippled old lady who tries so hard to live own her own.
The one thing love does not know is how you truly make this girl with scars feel.
Love doesn't figure the things I believe.
Love walks in a crooked line.
Love felt like some fairytale once we first started.
Now not so much.
Love is just some cruel word that crushes me inside.
Knowing you left without a simple goodbye or I'll be back soon.
Love doesn't run.
it simply walks in a crooked line.
Love hurts like the blade that hesitatingly touches her skin.
Love seems so sweet like the berries we pick in summer.
Love seems to walk sideways.
Love never stays with the girl who tries so hard to keep her man
Love doesn't even live in my heart anymore.
Since you left without warning.
Love doesn't run...
it moves so fast sometimes even too fast...
Love does not run...
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Flower Demon Poem
I see you...
So yes I have been stalking you a bit...
Watching the shadow on the wall...
Making love to a simple boy...
Wait!!!!
I thought you were straight?
OOOOOOOOOOOOhhhhhhhhhhh you're hiding in a simple room with your parents right by your room...
Do they know?
That your gay?
I see you...
The guy cutting his wrist
Sitting by himself
Watching your crush from a far
No I can't read minds but the way your eyes light up is a big give away
Love?
You put down that blade
Go far away from the blade
See me like I see you
Worth it
OH but you are
Worth my life and time
Listen "I love you"
You are beautiful
So I see you
"you can't die yet, I really love you"
So I see you
Through the drugs
I see you
Yes I see you
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Flower Demon Poem
What does it mean to fall in love with a stranger?
Why do we get so caught up in someone we've never even met before?
Why do we always end up staring at the green circle saying there online?
What do we do when you've found the one person you don't want to live without?
I find it quite confusing
I start to believe I'm not enough
So maybe I'm not enough
Maybe I should leave my heart with that person
Who knows, maybe it's just the one time thing we all end up with
Who says I love you then just stops replying?
Apparently I just fall to easy
But one person changed my life
Made me believe I could be anything
Even a lousy poet
I don't know if this is goodbye
I don't know if this is our break up poem
But just remind me who the heck I was before I met you
I don't care if you think this is stupid or even cliché but you are pretty much my life.
Am I enough?
Am I just a fool?
Am I too into you?
Am I just gonna be alone forever?
lost without you,
Copyright © Flower Demon | Year Posted 2017
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Flower Demon Poem
To be honest, I think you look amazing.
To be honest, I admitted that I was in love.
To be honest, being cool is worthless.
To know love is powerful.
To see through the dark sides of secrets we hide.
To feel loved is powering.
To be complete is what I feel now.
To understand the things I go through is harder then telling a lie for me.
To be honest.
To be honest, I'm afraid of the future so I live in the past.
To be honest, I feel as if I'm hidden in your mind.
To be honest, this secret is hard to keep when you're lying awake unable to sleep.
Am I crazy?
No, just a bit insane.
Am I able to be who I truly am?
No, some say it's just a fairytale.
Am i in love with someone?
It's just a secret like my name.
Love is my lover.
Hate is a secret we bend and break our back to keep to sustain our fear.
Just a lovesickpoet writing down her deep dark secrets.
Ironic?
No just suffering through the distance of those who have demons controlling them.
Creepy?
Maybe just define Creepy and you'll figure out that secret.
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Flower Demon Poem
Love freezes like the ice
As we ponder our thoughts of whom is telling the lie
We ask the frozen truth as if it still exists in our love
As we remain together with knowing someone could be the warm lie
Love frozen as if it was from the beginning of us
As love has been laid by a lie
As we pretend all is just fine
The truth is covered by the fire but it remains frozen as the lie builds the fire
As love is frozen deep inside the heart of thousands of lies
We remain as if we tell the truth
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Flower Demon Poem
Who I am is unknown
Though many signs point to someone who's poetry only inspires someone who still dreams.
Another riddle I am yet to be sure of the answer
Get to know me as I fly away in the mid night skies
Ask again who I am
You'll only long to know my name
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